"Give Into Your Darkside"

Chapter 5: Mistakes and Mesa Crushes

Emory's P.O.V

"You guys kissed. You kissed him he kissed you. Your mouths touched and you just ran away? Why?" Penny yells at me.

We are currently sitting in the middle of her floor eating ice-cream with a duvet over our legs.

"I can't do that to myself Pen, I can't be his next whore, I want to remain intact and he's never had a girlfriend he hasn't deflowered or was already not a virgin, wait a sec tell me when his last proper relationship was, actually don't answer that he doesn't do relationships he does casual fucks" I basically scream

"You like him. YOU LIKE HIM" Penny yells

"I don't like him what makes you even say that"

"Your angry, your angry that he is the way he is because he's not what your into, your angry because you like him regardless of who he's fucked or how many people he's fucked"

"I don't like Shor Mallory, I can't like Shor Mallory, it'll break me Pen"

"You can't force yourself not to like someone, it comes it goes but when it's there your stuck with it until it decides it wants to leave. You like him Emory James and there's nothing you can do except seeing where it goes"

"There is something I can do. I only started liking him when we started hanging out if we go back to not hanging out I won't like him simple. Ignore Shor."

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Shor's P.O.V

"How many texts have you sent her and she haven't replied dude get over it, she doesn't want you, you can have any chick in this school but you seem to want the one weirdo who doesn't want you. Move on come to the party tonight with me and Connor gets drunk and bang 14 chicks and go back to normal Shor and then by tomorrow you won't even remember her" Noah pep talks me as I sit at the lunch table moving around my uneaten food with my fork.

"Dude just shut up, you don't get it and I'm sorry about that but you haven't felt this feeling and seriously stop bagging on her cause you don't know her at all, she's amazing she's unlike anyone I've ever met" I explain.

"Oh, wow Shor I didn't know you were so... lame. Like seriously dude you're coming to this party and you're getting really really drunk whether you like it or not" Noah says and I am just too upset to fight back.

So looks like I'm getting smashed tonight, might be good to get my mind off Emory just for the night before I go back to pining over her.

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Emory's P.O.V

"Emy come on, Anne Marie asked us to come" Penny pleads

"Oh give me a break Pen, Anne Marie asked you, not me. People actually like you. People don't like me they tolerate me because they like you, go enjoy your Senior year, you know I'd be happier here drinking tea and reading a book"

"Look, Emory, I'm not going without you so do you want me to miss out on a normal senior year because I am willing to sit here with you and drink tea and read but it'll be on you for me missing out on a normal senior year"

"Fine, I'll come but just know I hate you," I say getting up and going towards my cupboard stopping just before the door "Love you," I say then running into my cupboard to find an outfit.

I come out wearing light colours, which is so not me, but lately, I haven't been feeling the darker colours.

Penny grabs her clutch and comes to stand next to me, we both look at what the other is wearing and I only really just noticed something.

"Wtf Pen why are you so grunge?" I question as normally she's in the lighter more Spring colours and I look like the messenger of death but today we've swapped.

"Oh, no reason," she says texting someone rapidly.

"Penny Mesa, who are you so furiously texting?" I pry

"No one special," she says a smirk painting itself onto her face.

"Penny Suzanne Mesa. Tell me who you are texting" I repeat.

"Okay, Okay it's Noah"

"Noah Marker, as in the Noah Marker, Shor's equally player best friend?"

"Maybe"

"Penny, no you can't, he's a bad boy"

"Maybe I wanna take a trip on the wild side for once Emory"

"That's why your dressed so dark isn't it"

"Look Emy he's interested in me can't you just be happy for me?"

"I am happy for you Penny I just want you to be extra cautious and don't let him pressure you into anything you're not ready for okay?"

"I'm the smart one remember Emy"

"Yeah, I remember let's just go,thats" I say walking downstairs and locking the front door before getting in Penny's Jeep Patriot.

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Still Emory's P.O.V

This party is awful, I lost Penny to Noah the wicked prince of the North, I have no other friends and I can't even find Shor.

I may as well get smashed, at least then I'll cut loose and it won't matter if I have friends, drunk Emory likes to make friends.

I think to myself as I head to the kitchen to get myself another cup of this cheap shitty that's been supplied.

I grab myself 4 cups considering I'm playing catch up to over 500 smashed seniors, I then go find the back porch to drink by myself until I'm too drunk to worry about needing a friend to have fun.

I find the back door. Having great difficulty trying to unlock it as I've 1. already had 2 cups and 2. am trying to hold 4 cups. I finally manage to get the back door unlocked just to walk out onto the porch to see Shor and Chloee this blonde whore from my Bio class sitting on the porch seat. Well I wouldn't so much say sitting. I'd say Shor was sitting Chloee was sitting on Shor her legs around his waist grinding into him, I could see their tongues down one another's throat from where I was standing about 10 metres away, so much for thinking, Shor had changed. I am such an idiot for even thinking he slightly liked me or was slightly changing his personality for me, I really wanted to run I didn't want Shor to see me, but I suddenly got the urge to spew violently so I dropped the cups and ran to the bush, you would have been able to hear my vomiting from Australia I sounded like a hippopotamus and a velociraptor fucking, and honestly I felt bad for anyone within 15 meters.

I heard some yelling and then someone storm into the house but I could make out who it was over my spewing.

"Emory" I heard someone say.

The spewing stopped and I turned around to see who the poor soul who witnessed that awful event was.

A/n: Sorry for the longish update but I prefer to have a long chapter and it take a bit longer to update the have a short chapter for y'all.

So what'd you all think, Shor and Chloee, what is he thinking I thought he liked Emory?

And Penny and Noah, wonder where thats gonna go?

Penoah (Pronounced Pen - Oah ) ( Penny and Noah ) who ships it?

Shormry ( Pronounced Shor - Merie ) ( Shor and Emory ) who ships it?

Let me know what you think'll happen next.

I don't know who reads this so vote for this chapter if you want there to be another Chapter.