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1. Meeting new people

Chapter 1: Meeting new people

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else." - unknown.

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I've always said this and I'll say it again ; my life's pretty much messed up. Or was messed up until I moved to another city ready to start over and to move on. To start in a new school and make new friends and forget about the past.

Mom's always been there supporting me when my friends and everybody else had left me alone in the dark. She was the reason I was willing to do this even though so many bad things have happened in my life.

I still remember all the people I used to call my friends. They used to smile at me and do all the things friends do for each other. But when the time came, they all left me. One of them was Gabrielle. The girl I used to call my best friend. The girl that bought me ice cream when I was sick, the one that made me laugh in my worst days and the one I could trust with all my heart.

But it all means nothing to me now, she means nothing to me know after she starting dating my ex boyfriend. He was cheating on me with her and she knew it all along.

I lived in hell. It hurt so much seeing their arms wrapped around each other and heads pressed together, kissing. It felt like someone had stabbed me with a knife everytime they laughed, smiled, hugged and even when they kissed. They knew pretty well that they hurted me because they would always glance at me and shoot me a smirk after their passionate kiss.

Each day that passed, I got more heartbroken and heartbroken. At last mom decided that I should move on with life and suggested that we'd move out from the town. Having no other choice I agreed and here I was now. In my room, wearing my comfortable star wars pajamas and thinking about everything in my past.

Was moving out from the town I was born and raised in such a good idea?

I thought of that as I took a sip from the coke I was holding in my hands as I stared at the few stars in the night sky. Stars appear while some others disappear. Fiends are just like stars. Sometimes they appear and sometimes they disappear.

That's why I wasn't sure about the whole idea with getting new friends. And even if I did get some new friends I don't think that they'd earn my trust. Because I lost it years ago.

I lost it. And there's nothing that could make me earn it again. . .

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I woke up of the smell of bacon and eggs - my favourite. I jumped out from my bed and sprinted downstairs hoping that the breakfast was for me.

I truly loved bacon and eggs more than anything in the whole world. It was a like a taste of heaven. And with that I entered the kitchen seeing mom standing there doing the breakfast. I sat down on a chair and watched her cooking.