Thou Shall Not Sin

TSNS 7

Kylie POV

As soon as we got home from church, I went straight to the room ignoring anything Johnny was saying. He followed me, but I didn't care. I said if he started cheating on me again, I was leaving and that's exactly what I'm about to do.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked.

"You're a cheater and a liar and I'm leaving you." I said coldly as I grabbed my luggage.

"What are you even talking about?" He asked.

"Don't worry about it because you don't care about how I feel anyway. You don't love me.  It's very apparent. So, I'm leaving. You don't have to look at me anymore and I don't have to deal with you. I'll even leave the church and go to another. It's not like you made it a comfortable environment." I said as I continued to pack my clothes.

"Baby just calm down and talk to me. What the hell is going on?" He said coming and touching my arm.

"Baby calm down? Tuh. I can't remember the last time you showed enough affection to call me baby. I can't even remember the last time you touched me. Why do you even bother to have me around? You don't want me. You don't love me." I said shaking my head.

"Chill with that. I do love you, I just been dealing with some things. Baby I can change. I'll do better. I promise." He said hugging up on me.

I couldn't do nothing but stand there and cry. I want this marriage to work out, but I don't trust him one bit. I just don't. I know he doesn't mean anything he says, but a part of me wants to believe that he does.

"I'm not buying it. I'm gonna go. I'll send someone to pick up the rest of my things." I said before getting my luggage off the bed to roll it out in the hall and down the stairs.

"So you just gon leave me? You all I got Kylie! How you just gon up and leave like that?" He asked me as I walked to the door.

"The same way you can up and cheat and up and ignore me and up and not touch me in months and up and not sleep in the same bed with me. The same way you can go from loving me to acting like I don't matter in a millisecond." I said smirking even though tears were running down my face.

"Baby that's not true. I love you. I really do. I promise I'll do better. I don't even know where you getting these cheating accusations from. Come here." He said pulling me to him.

"I wish I could believe that. I want to believe that, but I know how you are Johnny. You lie, you cheat, and you act as if I don't matter to you after. I'm hurting Johnny. I don't wanna hurt no more." I said as he wiped my tears away.

"I'm gon do better. I swear to god." Just like that, I knew he was going straight to hell.

August POV

"Man you gotta stay in for at least one more month. Any time before that and Loony gon think you dropping out cause the feds after him. He don't like niggas that disappear when the chips are down." My homey Roz said.

"Man this shit crazy. He fled the damn city cause of the feds but we can't drop out? He should know better than anybody that jail ain't nobody's goal in life." I said shaking my head.

"You crazy mane. All I know is you betta be careful. Ion want yo ass to get kilt. Lay low boah. I'll see you lehta mane." Roz said as he walked away.

Me and Roz started slanging years back. He got out the game two years ago cause his baby momma got pregnant. My lil god daughter is the cutest lil thing.

"So, why the hell you keep tellin people I stalk you and that I'm a ho?" I heard Miracle irritating ass say.

"Cause you are a ho and you do stalk me. Now leave me alone." I said backing away from her.

"August why you doing me like this? I told you I'm not like that no more." She said trying to rub all up on me.

"Girl you know that's a lie. Ya breath smell like multiple dicks. Go away! Damn I don't want you! Get that shit in your head!" I yelled.

"Well if I can't have you, nobody else will have you either." She said before walking away.

This bitch crazy.

I need to call the laws as soon as possible for her ass. I ought to put her in an insane asylum. The bitch crazier than one of them little white boys that shoot up schools.

Where yo ass was at dawg
When niggas wouldn't feed me?
Where yo ass was at dawg
When bitches didn't need me?

"Hello?" I said dryly.

"Damn you would think yo momma calling you would be a  happy occasion. " my mom said

"Sorry mom's I'm just dealing with some things right now. What's up?" I asked.

"Just wanted to tell you I'm so happy you finally brought ya knuckle head ahh to church." She said smartly.

I burst out laughing. Leave it to her to be a half Christian and put a curse word in the same sentence as church.

"So you coming again?" She asked.

"Yes ma. Next Sunday. I really enjoyed it." I said.

I really enjoyed church. Plus, I want to get to know that First Lady. I know she married, but she is fine! There is something about her that I just can't put my finger on. Not just that she's godly, or that she can sing. It's just that I could see something in her and I felt like hugging her in my arms. She had a heart warming smile, but sad eyes.

"I'll talk to you later mom. I'm bout to go home. I'll call you when I get to the house." I said as I made my way to my car.

"Alright. Bye son. See you next Sunday. Hey my behbeh goin ta church. Hallelujah!" She said before hanging up.

I shook my head and chuckled before driving myself home.