Thou Shall Not Sin

TSNS 15

Kylie POV

Today was the day that I HAD to go talk to Johnny. I wanted a divorce. I wanted to be free from him and to move on with my life and have a family. I just hope he didn't make things difficult.

"Where you going?" August asked as I got dressed.

"To ho finally speak with Johnny. I'm going to ask him for a divorce." I said as I put my boots on.

"You want me to go with you? I know how he can be and I'll beat his ass if he gets out of line." August said wrapping his arms around my waist.

"No. Its fine. I just need to tell him how I feel and that his actions and my new lover, has caused me to want a divorce." I said.

"OK. But you call me if something go down." He said before kissing my lips and walking into the bathroom.

I smiled at his supportiveness and got dressed. After I had finished, I walked out of the house and got in the car. Ten minutes later, I was at Billys the same restaurant that Johnny and I had gone to on our first date. I didn't know what he was trying to pull, but he was barking up the wrong tree.

When I walked I'm, I saw Johnny sitting at a table alone with a bottle of red wine. He looked lost and upset. His eyes were puffy and reddened. He looked a lot thinner than usual.

I walked over and sat in front of him. His eyes lit up. It was as if I was seeing the Johnny I married years ago in his eyes. If only that was the real him.

"I've missed you so much Ky." He said as he stared at me.

"Cut the shit Joh. What is it that you wanted to talk about cause I got something to say to you." I said.

"I want to talk about you cutting out all this foolishness and coming back home." Johnny said.

"Foolishness? Cokr back home?" I was about to go off on him, but the waiter came over and asked what drink I wanted.

"She'll have a red wine." Johnny said.

"Ignore him. I want a vodka. A lot of it. " I said smirkimg at the waiter.

The waiter nodded and went to go get my drink. I turned back to Johnny ready to chew him up and spit him out. He'd crossed the line a long while ago and noe I was just plain fed up with being in his presence.

"Just let me explain. I know I treated you horribly. No wife should ever go through the things I put you through. You're a beautiful great woman and all I've ever done is drag you through the mud. I'm sorry for that. I shouldn't have done that. I want to fix it though, please baby just please come back. I can change. I will change. I love you and I can't live without you." Johnny begged.

"Johnny, you're pulling my heart strings." I said dryly. "Let me tell you something." I said before turning in my seat where I was in a perfect singing position.

Now you say you're lonely
You cried a long night through
Well you can cry me a river
Cry me a river.
I cried a river over you
Now you say you're sorry
For being so untrue
Well you can cry me a river
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you.

You drove me, Nearly drove me
Out of my head while you never shed a tear
Remember I remember all that you said.
Told me love was too plabian
Told me you were through with me and
now you say you live me well just to prove you do
Come on and cry me a river
Cry me a river I cried a river over you.

With that, I got up and sat the divorce papers on the table before walking away.

By the time I got back to August house, I was in tears. I never thought this would impact me this way. It had all finally hit me, my marriage was in pieces and I'd waisted nearly half my life on a man who didn't give a damn about me.

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