A Second Chance

when were alone

After my brother and sister leave with my sister friend, we walk to my can and I drive home.
"Wow that was a wasted trip she use to do this to mom all the time I don't know why she dosent just ask if she can go over there in the morning so I don't have to drive up there"
" Yea I know but at least we have the house to our self"
"Yea true, so what do you want to do?"
"Well just see what happens"
We laugh and go inside i already know what that means
First off she just sit and cuddle we listen to music. I give him a kiss on the cheak then he grabs my face and kisses me on the lips, I kiss back following the motion of his lips. I break the kiss and go down his neck. I kiss down his neck , and stop to take his shirt off I kiss down his Sholder. He starts to take my shirt off , I don't stop him once it's off he kisses my chest at this point I'm on top of him he's siting and I'm face him. I get up and motion for him to follow me, I go up to my room and he follows. I lay on the bed. He slowly pulls down my leggings.
I'm still nervous, we have only done this a few times, I lost my virginity to him, he lost his to me. We both wanted the first time to be meaningful and we wanted it to be with a special person and it was. This is the boy I want to spend the rest of my life with, I know he feels the same. The very first time we did it we have been dating about 5 months, we had done other things before then. The first tome hurt and the second time was still uncomfortable for me but by now it shouldn't hurt.
"Do you want to?" He ask
I say" Yea but be careful"
I say this evertime just to make sure he doesn't hurt me.
After giving each other head,which was amazing he slowly climbs on top of me. I feel him slow push inside me I feel no discomfort, it feel alright after a few minutes it starts to feel good. When he sees he's not hurting me he's picks up his speed. After a few minutes, I feel it happen. I immediately began to panic so he's stop and ask what's wrong?.
" babe we didn't use a condom" I say
"Oh my god I'm so stupid, it's ok you'll be fine I can't believe i let this happen as the guy it's my job to remember"
"I'm sorry I forgot to what if..."
I pause for asking minute he ask ol ready knew what I was going to say
"You won't" he answers quickly
" your on birth control right?"
"Yea I am but I only started on it a week ago it dosent work yet"
"It's ok just calm down" he says
"Alright, you love me right?"
"Baby you know i really love you. I will love you no matter what I'm sorry I didn't mean for that to happen I just got ahead of my self, but it will be fine it was just one time"
"Alright I love you to"
We get up and get dressed
It's 5 pm