Chapter Eight

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Hanna's POV

This can't be true. Me a mother? I can't be, I'm not responsible enough.

'Hanna?' I hear Emily's voice call but I can't take my eyes off the pregnancy tests.

'Han?' Alison moves over to me.

'You know it's all going to-' Aria starts.

'To what? to be okay? To be all lovey dovey? Me, Caleb and.. And my baby? my baby? I can't have a baby i can't deal with kids! I can't even look after my self not a child!' I half shout tears staining my face.

'Hanna you don't have to have this child! There's so many different options.' Spencer calmly reminds me.

'I-I don't know I'm sorry. I can't do this right now. Will the baby be okay? I've drunk whilst I've been pregnant. I have been carful.' I starts to worry.

'We'll take you to the hospital about it if you want?' Alison is still trying to comfort me.

'I think I need to be alone right now..' I whisper.

'Hanna we can't leave you like this.' Emily rubs my back.

I stand up and run into my room slamming the door and sitting against it. I just want to be alone, I don't want to talk to anyone but Caleb but I don't want to tell him about this. What if he stops loving me? I can't bring this baby up on my own! I don't want to terminate the pregnancy, I can't do that to this child. My child.

I bury my head in my hands and soak leave the sleeves of my shirt soaked. Why was I so stupid. How am I going to tell my mother that she's going to be a grandmother? All of the thoughts cloud my brain and my eyes begin to ache. I stand up and open the door where I see all the girls standing.

'I think I'm going to keep the baby...' I tell them, their emotions are hard to read but I can't blame them.

'Can one of you book me in to the hospital for a scan or something... Please' I ask trying to act casual about the situation.

'I can.' Aria responds going downstairs dialling the hospital.

'are you sure about this Han?' Alison asks, she hasn't been this nice to me for ages.

'Yes, I'm sure' I say unsure of what I'm getting my self into. We all sit in my room in silence. When finally one of us spoke up.

'This could be good you know Hanna, I mean imagine all the little clothes you can pick! And decorating the room!' Aria smiles, I guess this could be good.

'Yeah, I know what you mean. If it's a girl I'm painting her room pink.' I chuckle. This isn't going to be easy but I'm Hanna Marin and I can do this.

'I want to tell Caleb...' I spurt not realising what I just said.

'Do you not want to let this sink in first?' Spencer is quick to jump in.

'Yes. He is just as responsible as I Spence he needs to know.' I bite my lip, this may not go well.

I head down stairs and get my phone where I find I have a text back from Caleb saying he loves me too, I'm scared he's going to take that back when he finds out he's going to be a father.

I dial his number and wait for him to answer.

'Hey Princess, is everything okay? He says making my heart flutter.

'Urm Yes, no? I'm not sure Babe I think you need to come over as soon as possible...' I stutter.

'Han, are you crying? I'm on my way. What's wrong?' he panics.

'We should talk about it face to face...' I tell him.

'Okay I'll be over soon. I love you.' He says.

'Love you too.' I respond before ending the call. The girls all leave apart from Aria who is going to stay in my room incase I need her. The door bell rings and I open the door revealing a very worried Caleb.

'What's wrong?!' He rushes as he walks into my house.

'Uhm, Caleb. I don't know how to say this but I-I I'm pregnant...' My whole body is trembling and everything is blurry apart from him.

'Pregnant?! With who, I though you were a virgin before us?' He sounds hurt.

'I was, the baby is yours Caleb...' I whimper.

'What?'

'I'm sorry.' I whisper as the tears travel down my face again.

'No, No don't be. It's both of our faults! and I mean a baby, it's just woah. I never thought I'd be a father. Are you um, planning on keeping it?' He questions looking at the floor.

'I was going to... If that's okay?...'

'Of course it is!' He says suddenly looking up at me. 'I'm going to be a dad... A dad! To a child. We're going to be parents Hanna!' He suddenly exclaims pushing a kiss to my lips. 'We're having a baby!' He laughs once again.

'I know!' I laugh suddenly feeling better about the situation.

'I'm going to get a job and-and a house for us! And the baby will be so spoilt!' He sings.

'But Caleb, what about us... We've only known each other a month? Is that not weird. What even are we, are we together?' I interrupt his happiness.

'I don't know but even though I've only known you for a month I never knew I could love someone this much. Honestly, I didn't know what happiness was until I met you! And Hanna I want you to be my girlfriend, I know it's nothing big but please, I want to give you and this baby the best life I can!' He rushes.

'Of course I'll be your girlfriend!' I laugh. We start kissing passionately and then I remember, Not only is Aria upstairs but I'm now holding a baby. I pull back reluctantly.

'We better start thinking of baby names' I smile.

'I wonder if it's a boy or a girl!' He chuckles.

'Who knows about the baby?' He asks with a small frown.

'The girls, they found out when I found out. Sorry.' I suddenly feel ashamed.

'No it's fine! I need to tell the boys! I'm sorry I'll see you later... Girlfriend.' He laughs pecking me on the lips before leaving.

I go up stairs and see Aria on my bed asleep. Trust her I giggle to my self and leave her asleep. I pick up my phone and before I know it I have a text from Caleb.

'I bet they'll have your blue eyes❤️'

I laugh to my self wrapping the pregnancy tests up in a carrier bag and putting them into a box under my bed.

I'm starting to think everything is going to be okay.

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