Voyage on a paper boat

My Life My Decision....

Third year....it went like a flash... dunno when it started when it ended just like the previous two years.

It's the beauty of college that we dunno how the life goes on, no one will remember what happened the day before, no one will plan for the next day, but they will always be busy enjoying each day in life.

My case is also the same but I enjoyed my days a little. There were hard times too but it went off and thats it.

Atlast I am going for a vacation to my home town but usually during third year holidays people won't enjoy because thats where the clash starts between the heart and mind. Generally after enjoying a lot,our studies will be a bit low and also we have to decide what to choose in the four paths which are infront of us after a degree.

Path One - To get placed and work in a software firm

Path two - To clear the entrance test for pursuing masters,

Path three - To try cracking business administration entrance and get go on

And path four -Flying off to some other country and pursue masters there.

But my case I am having only two options because last two are costly for me even if I clear all sort of entrance but who cares.. after all I don't have any interest in business administration nor in pursuing master abroad.

First option...People generally say one should have luck to get placed in a company since it depends on many criterion.

Moreover getting placed from a college is not an easy task for colleges of our sort which leaves us with the only option of pursuing masters.But for that clearing entrance is mandatory and it's pretty difficult.Clearance count out of the entire class will be hardly in single digits.

Most importantly I never liked the stream which I took.
Unfortunately there is no guarantee that a company will be coming to our college.
If they come,will I be selected. I don't want to give my life a chance at all in this position. After all if I go for masters coaching, apart from losing my holiday one more disadvantage is that I need to pay huge sum for coaching and above all there will be mental torture for me.

You may ask why????...... but believe me ppl!!!!!! how come four years course syllabus can be taught in a two months period....... so no other go, mrng six to night nine u need to sit in a room with hundreds of others and an unknown matrix brain man will be giving lecture with a mic for hours.
So I decided lets keep my life in a toss situation........ So I told a BIG NO to my coaching. Something inside me told, "why do I need to choose a path which I don't like". So I just backed myself with a positive atti in me..... I remembered my urging desire for coding, at which I was pretty good and had hands-on for some of the designing tech's. By the way forgot to tell!!!!!! I am having a group of like minded people who hates their present stream and works with stuff like Robotics and blah blah blah. Other people called us NERDS.... since we wont attend classes what we choose for, but spent extra time in the so called useless things what others think . But for me all these coding on printf,scanf,void....... and all were like a fascinating stuffs but for others these were a bit irritating.
So atlast our nerdy gang decided not to attend any coaching for masters.Its a bit like we kept our career like a lamp in a heavy wind.
I conveyed my decission of not attending master's coaching and my father didn't spoke much on this becase he has given me full freedom on my career. But on the other hand my mother was a bit disappointed, as she thinks I am kind of an INTELLIGENT kid!!!!!! but only I know that I am not soooo......... But people don't believe this fact and I feel sorry for those people who think so!!!!!.... My mom says to all her frnds gang that I am doing well in my studies, genius kid blah blah blah....... And now I have gone "viral" among my mom's circle and the decision blasted like a bomb in that gang.

So there went one discussion about about me, were people sat surrounding me.