Voyage on a paper boat

Marriages are made in heaven...Is it true?

I walked to room, but in my mind the scene of Aishu departing with me is rotating. I just went and fallen down on my bed.
I was thinking about marriage system, is the way correct? people are living happily while moving of from their loved ones, how can it be possible, is their relationship is not that strong or did they learnt how to adjust to situation and move on in life.
Why is it always the girl who needs to go leaving all their loved ones.For a friend itself if the situation is like this, what about the parents?I felt a lot for leaving my parents when joining this institution.
Maybe that one quote is true....
IF LIFE TAKES AWAY SOMEONE WHOM YOU NEVER DREAMT OF LOSING, IT WILL GIVE SOMEONE WHOM YOU NEVER DREAMT OF HAVING
I was thinking like that and felt a bit hungry, the truth is I never ate from afternoon, even I didn't took water also, I am feeling hungry but I don't wanna move out and have something to eat also. I just saw in movies when a person is in real sorrow, he cant feel anything. I am in the same situation.
At some part I was thinking "Why am I behaving like this, Aishu, when she moves off to USA, she will live really happy, she can get what she wants, everything around her will be happy, but I won't be there in that life, does every friendship ends like this if it involves a boy and girl ahhh"
Tears rolled from my eyes, at that time I remembered Nick Wallenda, Ms.X, what to do with those they never would have ended up in like this situation but I ended up here now.
I thought of calling to Aishu and speaking to her a lot but I dont wanna increase relationship between us and make her feel more, I just want her to be happy wherever she will be....
when I was thinking about this I got a call and I am really not in a mood to talk whom ever it could be but its my dad...
Dad usually never talks much, he is a bit reserved type,he got his life of office, family, mom thats it. He dont have many friends also.
His call got back to my senses.I immediately lifted the call.
Dad spoke "Hi Abhi, how are you? I heard the news just now, really happy that u had cleared it"
I said in a very low tone " yes dad, I am fine, How are you? thanks but still interview will be there dad"
Dad replied " I had disappointed you with my words a lot of times when u are pursuing your 12th class, Its not because I dont have any confidence on you, because I believed you are a person who dont know your strength, I am telling to you now getting this job is just a normal task to you, I have been observing you all these holidays even though I didn't ask anything much, I just saw the passion in you, I can assure you are gonna call me with the happiest news ever I will hear in my life."
I said in a firm voice " Thank you so much dad."("I dont know what happened to me, tears flown from my eyes, these days dad never spoke to me this close, I am like a mom kid always and everytime I thought dad dont have any belief in me, but all these days its a big mistake, parents whether thet scold you or beat you they will always be expecting good things for you, thats why they are parents")
I am in a situation like one side there is my friend Aishu, other side my parents, their dreams I need to sort it out.
Aishu already was out of my life, I cant do anything with that and she will be happy definitely but the only thing is I won't be there but the other side its my parents, their dreams and I again came back to senses and understood tomorrow morning is my interview, everyone is busy in their own preparation.
I got up from bed, ate till I thought I am full and took my best formal dress ever, I didn't had polish to my shoes also, I was ready for the big day. Then my phone started vibrating. I just saw the screen......

AISHU calling.....

Its not that easy ever to come out of anything since we are not a machine, tears again came to me and tear drops fallen on my screen. I thought not to lift first but this bloody Aravind ("Forgot to introduce this guy, He is my close friend and very nasty guy ever u people would have seen, he will try all sorts of things and ends up in getting injuries or beatings but he is really close to me and he knows Aishu also")
This Aravind he lifted the call and told "Aishu, Abhi is so busy you know, he is watching the phone screen and not lifting the call, now he is a techie right, I guess he wont talk any more to us who cant clear a written also"
I just punched him in stomach, took the phone and said to Aishu "I want you to be there at interview place at the time when it starts", and just cut the call because even her voice also gonna just change my face and tears will come in my eyes.....
So I spoke for sometime to Aravind and I just went to sleep. But my mind is filled up with ideas but not of Aishu but the ideas was of about the big day....

Every hour once I was waking up and waiting when it will be morning.....Atlast the sun rised in morning.....
Its the BIG DAY.....