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It was 3am and I was still awake. I kept thinking about the night and the kiss over and over again.

What if it was just a joke? What if he was dared to kiss me? What if he was using me? What if what if what if? I couldn't help but think that it was wasn't reap and that he kissed me so that he could laugh about it with the boys later... I mean, why me? ashton is liked by everyone and he a good looking guy, he could have anyone, so why me? Why do I always over think everything?

Eventually sleep takes over and I fall asleep.

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I woke up at about 11 the next morning. I'm not usually one to sleep in late but I guess staying up until 3am causes me to oversleep.

I change into some sweats, comfy wool socks and a baggy hoodie and make my way upstairs to get some food.

I make some nice breakfast sandwiches for me and my dad. I bring them into his room and sit down on his bed while we eat.

"How are you kiddo? How was your time with that boy the other night?" He says in a very "fatherly" voice.

"He's just my friend dad, and it was fine I guess."

"Just fine? Well I'm sure that will get sorted," he says grinning, " I'm so proud of you, being able to make friends and pick up after what happened last year." He says in a sad tone.

"Yeah well I'm going to take the dog for a walk, see you later dad." I say getting up and giving him a kiss on the cheek.

To my surprise, it had snowed overnight! It was about mid-November and usually the snow came earlier, but this year winter came a bit late I guess.

"Eep!" I screamed in excitement!

I absolutely adored the snow. I loved ice skating and sledding and jeans and comfy sweaters and ugg boots and taffy on snow ! I just loved autumn and winter, they were my favorites.

I decided just to have a lazy day today and catch up on some YouTube videos that I have missed. Watching YouTube was like my life, I had over 100 subscriptions so the videos in my subscription box accumulated quickly.

A couple hours later, my dad came home. He had bought some winter after for himself and done the shopping. I helped him unload the groceries and we had a nice conversation. Just simple small talk though.

I helped him cooked some pasta for dimmer then we decided to have a father - daughter night. It was a nice ending to my lazy day.

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"Ohhh ooooh oooh
Whooooa oooh oooh
Uptown girl!
She's been living in a uptown world!"

My phone sang and vibrated, waking me from my sleep. Yeah, my ringtone was uptown girl by billy Joel, not really my style of music but I had like this song for as long as I can remember.

"Hello?" I answered groggily and a bit cranky from being woken up.

"Hey Lee, it's Cal," I hear, "we're going skating today and wanted to know if you could tag along?"

I guess I should actually get out of the house today. Also, Ash is probably gonna be there and I want to talk to him.

"Yeah I've got no plans today, what time?" I ask through the phone.

"Sweet! And in about an hour"

"Alright, where are we all meeting?" I ask.

"We'll pick you up"

"Ok see you in an hour" I say.

Shower.dry hair. Eat. Style hair. Makeup. Brush teeth. Get dressed.

I do my usual routine and wen I'm done I see that I have about 15 minutes to spare.

I decide to use this time to go on tumblr. I like and reblog a few things before I hear a honk coming from outside.

"Bye dad, I'm going out for a bit!" I scream.

"Ok honey, don't be too late! You have school tomorrow!" I hear back.

I love my Dad, he never questions where I'm going. He trusts me and just let's me do my own thing, which I appreciate.

I see a black car and a red car waiting outside for me. A window rolls down and I see Ashton's familiar face.
"You can come in my car!" He says smiling.

I get in the backseat, since Cal is already occupying the passenger seat. Reid's is on my right.

"Hi" I say to all of them as we start to drive to the ice rink.

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