A Living Dream // 5sos

chapter 19: i hate nerves

THOSE LEGS ERMAGERD ^^^^^^
HES SUCH A BREADSTICK, I WISH I WAS ARZAYLEA SO MUCH RN. HE LOOKS SOO GOOD

Evelyn's POV:

I'd never thought I would be more happy to be in a bed right now.

Over the past month, we have been out and about.

The boys and us had practiced non stop for about a week and a half, they had tons of interviews and song writing sessions to go to, we had tons of song writing sessions to go to, the boys played on new years eve, and now...

...were back at Michaels.

I hadn't been here in so long and it feels weird, but in a good way. I missed his small house and I missed Australia's warm and welcoming weather, even though its the end of January.

I'm currently sitting on my bed in Michaels grandmas old house, watching random things on YouTube.

I come across a video in particular.

"5sos interview on Shazam. Shazamahang?"  I whisper to myself.

Even though no ones around, I still whisper.

I curiously clicked on the video. It was filmed somewhere here in Australia, it was some type of weird interview.

Calum ended up slapping someone in the face with a fish.

No explanation needed.

Out of all my time from 14-19 years old as a fangirl, you would think I would have watched every video there is of 5sos.

But nope.

I was mainly focused on my singing and how to get a career. 5sos was there when I needed to cry, be happy, laugh or simply cure my boredom.

The video ended, and I felt slightly better.

Tomorrow we have an interview here in Sydney I think. The boys have been tweeting about us and making snapchat videos with us. But for the interview, it will only be Jack and I. Riley would've come, but she has tour planning with Pam and Ethan.

It is my first interview, but not my first time on tv.

I was on YTV. Its a TV company thing that plays a lot of shows. There was this guy Andy that I met. I was also on a TV show called zoink'd. My whole class was also on these shows.

No one really remembers. It happened a while ago and they weren't really a big deal.

But an interview? Now, those are big deals.

If I say something, people can take my words and flip them around and then someone ends up hurt.

If they ask a question that I don't know the answer to, they will start to assume things.

If someone brings up something that upsets me or makes me feel awkward, then the whole interview is ruined.

A lot of things can go wrong, and that's why I'm scared.

Jack is a pretty chill person, and I know he'll be there with me. I'm sure he's feeling the same way. But, he can handle stressful situations very well.

I'm so grateful to have him in my life.

As I continue to watch more interviews to prepare myself, I wince at the pain in my lower abdomen.