I am no one to you.
You don't hear the words I say.
Yet I am more than them,
I am worth more than they anticipate.
So do not pick me up,
Only to throw me against a wall.
As if it was nothing,
Nothing at all.
I don't need anyone,
No-
I never have.
I am fine on my own,
This is something I just cannot have.
So don't let me in again,
I won't come knocking down your door.
Just leave me alone,
Like you did before.
Sometimes I forget
That this is all real.
Nobody knows the things that I feel.
But my best method of pretense,
The best one of all-
Is to be nothing,
Say nothing;
Be no one at all.
