Blurred

cut

Insides split, cut, torn
Sawed into pieces
Ground into a million particles
Betrayed by my own kind
Legs shaking
Initial shock has kicked in
Why?
The one worded question
Takes over me
I stare blankly
At the ceiling
From my bed
On the urge of tears
Having my stomache and time
Spin together
Causes space around me to swirl together
One question i ask
Why me?
And another question
How
Could someone so close do that to me?