No, i dont want your affection
it will only turn me away
the only thing i crave is
rejection
i want what i cant attain
i masked all my feelings for him
i pushed all to the side
but all it did was give me the burning urge
to scream into the empty sky
I almost liked the feeling
of gas clouding my lungs
because it reminded me
what it was like
to crave you like a drug
