4 months later. Jordans pov December 20th Saturday
The guys and I are all at Joes. Many things have happened. My depression had very very bad for a month and Patrick helped so much. Making me only love him more and more.
There was another night. We were close to kissing again. I was crying. He was holding me.
Flashback
"Patrick what if it never goes away."
"It will. It's gonna be better. It's gonna work out. Just give it a minute it's gonna turn around."
"It doesn't feel like it." I said looking up from the floor. Patrick had his arms around me. We looked into each other's eyes. His eyes are like the stary night.
We move a little closer to each other. We were so close. Until the thunder sounded through the house. Of course my huge fear of storms scared me I jumped making us move apart. If only I wasn't a fuck up.
End of flashback.
Patrick and the guys were getting their stuff ready. Patrick said they had two songs to show me.
"Ok this one is the pros and cons of breathing." Pete said.
They started the song. I really liked it.
Patrick's vocals amazing as always. Andy getting it on drums. Pete and Joe jumping all around.
They finished and I did a small cheer.
"You guys keep getting better what the hell." I said making them laugh.
"Well this next ones for you it's allied homesick at space camp." Patrick said and I smiled.
"Landing on a runway in Chicago and I'm grounding all my dreams
Of ever really seeing California, because I know what's in between
Is something sensual in such non-conventional ways." Patrick sang it already around amazing. And this songs for me?
"Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say
Tonight I'm writing you a million miles away
Tonight is all about "We miss you" (Miss you)
"We miss you" (Miss you)
Tonight is all about "We miss you"
This song is so amazing it's not even over. The lyrics make me think Patrick's trying to tell me something but who am I kidding.
"And I can't forget your style or your cynicism
Somehow it was like you were the first to listen to everything we said
My smile's an open wound without you
And my hands are tied to pages inked to bring you back
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say
Tonight I'm writing you a million miles away.
Tonight is all about "We miss you" (Miss you)
"We miss you" (Miss you)
Tonight is all about "We miss you, now"
The song was now having a slower part with Joe doing backups.
"These friends are, new friends are golden These friends are, new friends are golden
These friends are, new friends are golden
These friends are, new friends are"
"Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say"
I was smiling so big and Patrick was smiling back at me.
"These friends are, new friends are golden." He finished out the song.
"Holy smokes guys that was amazing. Thank you so much!" I said.
"Hey thank you for being our friend." Patrick said. I smiled and the guys started to turn off their equipment.
I noticed Pete and Patrick taking in the corner all I could hear was "I can't yet."
What can't he do yet?
Patrick's pov
Pete had the idea that I sing the song for Jordan and I ask her out. I just couldn't do it. Not yet.
God I love her so much and I just want her to be mine. I would go up to her and kiss her right now. But she'd hate me.
She's talking to Andy right now. What if she likes him. He's so much better than me.
I need to stop thinking. Just relax.
God I can't I love her so much and it's getting out of hand. We sit by each other and her eyes, her smile. It kills me. She's go beautiful.
When she laughs it makes me so happy to hear that beautiful sound. She's more then I could ever want.
I really hope she will be mine one day. I'll be able to go and tell people she's all mine. No one else's.
I wanna scream to everyone I love her. I'm just afraid someone else will hear me.
Jordans pov December 24
It's Christmas Eve. I'm over Patrick's house right now. We're both eating a shit load of cookies and listening to Michael Jackson.
"Okay but really, Earth song is so underrated." I said as we talked about music.
"But what about Baby be mine. I mean no one ever talks about that one."
"Okay true but I mean Earth song just has this deep meaning."
That's pretty much how the night went on.
My dad had off today and Christmas. Patrick and I along with everyone else form my school have off this whole week until January 4th. So freedom.
"So what are you doing tomorrow?" Patrick asked.
"Well it's probably just gonna be my dad and I like usual. I'm not sure if my grandparents will be over. My dads uncle is in Greece with his girlfriend. My moms parents are visiting Mexico." I said shrugging.
"Well if you want to you can come over here, my mom won't care, the rest of my family loves you." He said and I smiled.
"Thanks Trick."
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I'm falling in love with my best friend (Patrick Stump)
FanfictionA girl and her four friends make their way through high school. She faces some issues and feels like giving up. She can only get more and more confused. What will happen as high school goes on? Read and find out.
