Nothing Lasts Forever (Sequel to My True Savior)

{6} Questions & Disbelief

Bella's Pov-

"How long did you know?" He asked that one dreaded question. How am I suppose to tell him I knew I was pregnant for two months and didn't tell him?! He will hate me.

"A week?" It came out shakily but also as a question. I felt tears prick the back of my eyes as I swallowed to keep them from escaping.

"How long?" He asked again. I gulped as I was not ready to tell him. My tears fell from my eyes as I buried my face in my hands and sobbed.

"T-two m-m-months," I choked out. I continued to sob, not even looking at Harry. Why? Why do things always have to go wrong?!?! When will something ever go right?

"Why didn't you tell me?" He whispered with a slight crack.

"I was afraid..." I admitted finally looking up at him. His face was red with tear stained cheeks along with fresh tears streaming down his face. His face made me feel extremely guilty. I felt a pain shoot through my lower region as I winced. Hoping he didn't notice I pulled my knees to my chest hoping to keep the pain away.

"Afraid of what?" He pushed. I didn't want to answer. I didn't want to tell him that I was afraid of losing him. Or that It wasn't his baby. Or that the person who raped me tried to kill him.

"Of everything.." I admitted. I was afraid of hate, being threatened, having him return, and finally being a young mother.

"Were you the only one that knew?" He questioned further.  I shook my head 'no'. "Who?"

"El and Emily," I said sadly. No one will ever understand why I didn't really want to tell anyone.

"Why could you tell them but not me?" He asked in a hurt voice.

"I didn't tell them," I shook my head.

"Then how do they know?" He wondered aloud. I took a deep breath.

"El found the test, while Emily read it in the tabloid." I stated sadly. I can't believe my best friend would believe the tabloid and not me....Even though it was true.

"Oh," He said looking down. I felt my heart shatter. I wish I told him. I wish I could go back in time to prevent my baby from slipping away. I wish everything would just be normal.

"I'll let everyone else come see you, I'll be back when they're all done." He said wiping his wet cheek and standing up. He walked towards the door and slowly opened it. When he disappeared I gripped my knees tighter as more pain filled the 'lower region'. I groaned as someone else walked through the door.

"You okay there?" A voice asked. I nodded as I stuffed my face into my legs as I groaned again.

"You don't look it," The voice said again, sounding closer. I still nodded.

I finally looked up to see Louis. He was right next to the bed with a look of concern upon his features. He had a slightly red face while his hair was swept back.

"Are you sure your okay?" He asked again. I nodded still with my knees in my chest. 

"I'm fine," I said mostly trying to convince myself. He nodded but still looked unsure.

"How are you feeling?" He changed subjects.

"Bet-" I didn't finish until another shooting pain went through. I fell onto my side as the pain continued.

"D-doctor," I winced.

"Doctor?! Doctor!" Louis screamed pushing the call for help button.

"What's wr-" She stopped when he saw me on my side. "Son, you'll need to leave." She said calmly. Louis obeyed and went back to the waiting room.

"Where does it hurt?" She asked me. I pointed to my, well you know. "Okay just shut your eyes and it'll be over soon."

Something was placed on my face as I fell into a pit of darkness.

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"Wow..." I was awoken by a doctors voice and something cold on my stomach. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around. My eyes landed on that familiar screen.

"What is it?" I asked eagerly. She looked down at me and smiled brightly.

"Congratulations," She told me.

"What?" I asked in confusion.

"Your pregnant," She told me. What??

"You apparently had twins. The other doctors have misread the ultra sound. You lost one of the children but still have the other." She informed me. I smiled.

I still have a child in me. I still have a piece of Harry. I lost one of the twins. I need to tell Harry.

"Where's Harry?" I asked.

"I'll go get him, just let me put the machine away." She said.


A few minutes later, Harry walked in the room with worry all over his face. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw me smiling. He sat down next to me.

Harry's Pov-

I sat down next to her as I studied her face. Why was she so happy? I mean it's not like I don't love her smile, but she just lost our baby...

"Give me your hand," she demanded.

"What?" I was confused.

"Give me your hand," She demanded again. I gave her my hand and what she did next confused me most.

She placed my hand on her stomach. She looked at me and smiled.

"Bella, what are you doing?" I asked in confusion.

"This is ours," She whispered. I stared at her in disbelief.

"What are you talking about?"

"There was twins, one passed." She was hesitant to say passed.

"You mean..."

"We're having a baby." She finished my sentence.