kidnapped

chapter 23

I couldn't sleep, i was afraid to what if he actually did try to kill me? im not strong enough to fight back, would he kill the others too?. i tried to push the dark lingering thoughts out my head, but its all i could think about. the others were fast asleep, i was the only one awake. i got out of my bed carefully trying not to wake hitoshi, i walked to the balcony door and opened it. i tiptoed out through the door and walked to the balcony railing, i looked down and thought about jumping. i attempted to climb on the railings and i managed to sit down on the edge. it started to rain heavily making me almost loose balance, i tried to let myself fall when a warm hand pulled me off of the railing. tears fell down my cheeks as i thought about what i had almost lost. "AMY WHAT WERE YOU THINKING." sean shouted and pulled me into his chest like i was a small child about to get ran over by a truck. i hugged him back as i bawled my out onto his dressing gown, sean was comforting making me cry even more. i realised that i was stupid for making that desicion. "what would've happened if you did jump?! amy, i love you and i dont want to lose you. you are my heart and if you died i would've never been the same without you." he cried and his words made me stop breathing, i couldn't cry anymore. sean carried my weak, wieghtless body back into the warm and put me down on his bed gently. he looked at me, tears all over his face "amy, what made you do that?" he questioned. "i.... he.. was going to.. ki..kill me anyway." i cried. "no hes not, dont say that. we'll all get out of here." he said. another body shifted from the corner of my eye. "amy? sean? whats going on?" hitoshi looked concerned at us both. "amy... tried to jump." sean said. "amy?! what?!" he leaped towards me and lifted me for a hug, he then kissed me gently. im so glad that i didn't jump. "amy well talk later, lets get you changed." sean said and took off his gown and handed it to me "here, this might warm you up a bit." he smiled. hitoshi walked me to the bathroom so i could get dressed, he stayed there with me. "get changed i wont look, promise." he turned around to face the wall as i peeled off all of my clothes and wrapped seans gown around me, it was warm and comforting just like sean was. "you done yet?" he asked. "yes, you can turn around now." i smiled as i dried my face with a towel. he carried me back to our bed and put the whole quilt around me and i drifted away slowly.

hey guys, this is one the most emotional chapters ive ever written or even thought of and almost made me cry as i wrote it. im going to try and stop saying sorry every chapter XD, anyway bye guys thx for reading xx