Living with my bully (Mark Tuan)||GOT7||

17

Jungkook

I was searching everywhere for Harley, where could she be!
My chest began to tighten, she never skips her lessons and she never runs away.
I needed to know what was wrong

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Harley

The long day had ended, I had been in the janitors closet for six hours, I can't even remember how much of that time I spent crying my eyes out.

Sheepishly I went out the closet, noticing everybody had left already, sighing I began to walk down some stairs, my legs were wobbly as I shivered at the memories from yesterday. I was too stupid, too stupid and that's why I end up hurting people around me.

My legs became even more wobbly and I had to concentrate harshly to try and refrain myself from falling over, I gulped back saliva and continued walking, continuing walking until I bumped into someone. That person having a familiar scent that I adored.

"Harley oh my gosh" he murmured softly, pulling me into his arms as my head buried into his chest

He pulled away, his eyes filled with concern as he looked at me "what on earth happened huh?"

I swallowed harshly, my breathing was heavy "it's nothing Jungkook, please don't question me about it. You know I would tell you if anything was wrong ?"

*pang*

I had lied to him, I was hurting him more.

"You're obviously not okay? So tell me-

"Jungkook please stop, if it's important then you will know sooner or later. If it's not then you won't find out. Just bare with me okay?" I whimpered

Jungkook sighed and pulled me back into his arms "I'm never letting go of you, I'm never gonna let anybody touch you again okay. You're my little sister and nobody touches my sister. My family."

A tear slipped from my eyes but I quickly wiped it away, my lip quivered as I felt Jungkook's arms tighten around me. He was so caring and fond of me, yet I am a mess.

"Let's go somewhere" I murmured

Jungkook smiled eagerly "sure, where would you like to go?"

I twiddled my thumbs before turning back to look at him "can we please go to our special place?"

Jungkook nodded "anything that will make you happy"

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The flowers had bloomed and they were so pretty, they smelt so nice and the aroma was amazing. It made you feel light and as if you're in a fantasy world where nothing and nobody would ever cease to hurt you.

I loved it here, Jungkook and I have been friends for several years, when we were ten years old we were always talking about having our very own little place that nobody else knew about or went to atleast, of course we were both eager for that so we kept looking for random places that we had never even encountered before. Call it exploring, it was fun too as we were very curious.

I can remember it clearly, the sky was quite dark and there was rain spitting down onto us, but yet I was determined to find a special place for us. It's what me and Jungkook had been searching for, for months and finally I wanted to find somewhere that we were both content with.

After being drenched head to toe I came across a hedge, the hedge was tall but looked soft and easy to go into. I found an opening and decided to go through the hedge, and I was happy that I did so. Jungkook followed behind but he was sceptical about it all, he kept telling me to turn back and that we would get in trouble but me being stubborn I continued with what I was doing.

As soon as I went into the hedge my eyes were like flying saucers and my heart leapt, flowers were big and bloomed, leaves were crisp and green and the grass was long and healthy. It was beautiful and I was mesmerised first sight, I even saw a family of little birds and I can remember saying to Jungkook that this was our special place.
Jungkook too was happy about our finding and agreed that we should have this as our special place. It made me incredibly happy that we found such a perfect place to go to, me and Jungkook's place that nobody else knew about.
Of course we kept it hidden and made sure to always cover the hole in the hedge before leaving so nobody else would go there, so we were very content over it and continued for a long period of time just visiting there.
Although over time we visited less and lesser and it made me sad, because it made me so happy just thinking about it.

"It's still truly beautiful" Jungkook said his eyes as if sparkling.

I nodded "very, I missed this place lots"

Jungkook went and sat down at a log near a few hundred flowers, a few small bumble bees buzzing around with there fluffy fat bodies.

I also sat down but instead I laid on the green fresh grass, my back laid comfy as I prompted myself up slightly with my elbow, turning to Jungkook who was staring intently at me.

"Jungkook may I ask something" I muttered all of a sudden catching him off guard.

He nodded "sure thing, you can tell me anything or ask me anything"

I sighed "would you ever hate me, even if I did something really bad"

He went alittle silent "have you done something bad Harley ?"
Jungkook was concerned now and also interested, his gaze fixated on me and me only.

I shook my head "no.. I was just wondering what if you ever hated me"

Jungkook smiled slightly "you have no need to worry, I will always be your friend. You shouldn't worry about something like that, it's really stupid so you need to get that out of your mind, but I would never ever hate you, even if you made me angry to the point I broke things, if you made me upset to the point I cried. Or even to a point where you betrayed me but gave me your forgiveness. I wouldn't ever leave your side, so this is where my question comes along, have you done anything you regret Harley? Anything bad that you think I would hate you for."

I gulped, a tear slid down my cheek. I was contemplating whether or not to tell him, it was unfair of telling him but also unfair if I lied and denied that there was something wrong or that I didn't do something.

"Jungkook no, I haven't done anything. You know I would tell you if something happened or if I did something regrettable. But I haven't. I was upset today because I was thinking about Mark, he told me that he didn't want to speak to me or be seen with me near him, I felt like I am not good enough and an embarrassment to him, that's all"
I stated in a soft tone

Even though it wasn't the whole truth it was some of it, I was very upset over the fact that Mark said what he did. Because am I that much of a freak?
If he hung around me then I wouldn't get bullied anymore. But the thing that upset me most is that he didn't help me when I was getting beat, and for that I'm unsure whether or not I can even forgive him for. I mean why should I, he hasn't given me a reason to forgive him. And I don't think he really cares either so I guess I'm just going to ignore him from now on, afterall he is just my bully.

Jungkook sighed "okay, I trust you. But never hold anything back from me, I'm always and forever here. And if you want me to sort out mr suck ass tuan then I sure will. Just have alittle faith in me"

I nodded sweetly "sure thing, I will trust you on that"