Living with my bully (Mark Tuan)||GOT7||

15

I brushed down my school uniform as I stared at myself in the full body mirror.

I frowned at the sight, I hated the way I looked in all honesty, I just don't have that much of a good body or face. Even thought my waist was small and I had a big bust and big bum I still wasn't too happy, I always wanted to improve myself.

My face was pale and quite clear, I didn't have any blemishes but still I would feel there were so many imperfections, my hair was long and dark but even at times I thought it didn't match my personality and made me look horrible.

All these things because of my constant mind worry over what people think about me. But at the end of the day why should I even care about people's opinions, I'm my own person and I should start remembering that.

I sighed and combed my hair, I pulled up my knee high as one of them fell down slightly. I tried to lower my skirt slightly as I'm quite a modest person, but the skirt was three inches above my knee and wouldn't budge.

"Okay" I muttered

"I'm ready, don't let anybody tell you shit today okay Harley?"

I nodded and sighed as I grabbed my backpack and swung it over my back, my legs taking me downstairs to the kitchen.
I grabbed some bread and put it into the toaster.

"Hey" I murmured as I saw Mark come into the kitchen

He sighed "yeah, did I tell you we can't talk at school? I told you that right"

I gulped back saliva, he is embarrassed of me?

"Oh.. I didn't know. Okay that's fine I guess"

Mark smiled and ruffled my hair "good, because I don't want humiliation"

After Mark said that it seemed my day was already colder than usual. I felt so upset by it and o wasn't even sure why.

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I arrived in school as I got off the bus, the day was pleasant, the sky was clear and it was hot.

I began to walk to class, only to be stopped by Mina. A frown spread across my face as I saw her grinning at me.

"So, what did you do to Mark?" She snapped

I raised an eyebrow "I didn't do anything to Mark"

Her glare darkened and she shoved me "yes you did! Why the hell did he stick up for you then?"

I bit my lip as I tried to compress my anger "why don't you go ask him as you're so curious and up his back side"

Mina suddenly grabbed my hair and pushed me to the floor, my small body helplessly laid on the floor as she kicked me.

I saw students smiling and snickering as she kicked me and I felt bile rising in my throat, how is this in the slightest funny!?

I then saw Mark come round the corner and a smile grew, he was here to help me I'm sure of it. He would tell them to get lost like last time.

He was walking towards me, he stared at me coldly and then walked past.... He walked past me. And he didn't help me!?
I choked on my saliva as I felt hurt all in my chest.

Why didn't he help me?

Mina laughed as she crouched down to eye level, she pinched my cheeks with her hands and then slapped me hard across the face, the stinging sensation overwhelmed me and I felt tears prickling my eyes.

"St-

"HEY GET THE HELL AWAY FROM HER" a voice snapped causing all people to stare at the person who yelled

Mina rolled her eyes and then landed a punch on my face, causing blood to fill my mouth, the Metallica taste was overwhelming.

Jungkook rushed over, atleast he was helping me...

Jungkook grabbed Mina by the wrist and pushed her harshly against the wall, his glare was too much.

"You stay the hell away from her, you actual piece of shit. You're a mess. A utter mess and you don't deserve all the attention you get"

Mina was almost tearing up and pushed Jungkook away as she ran, I smiled weakly but my eyesight was blurring, and before I knew it I had passed out.

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"You're finally awake" Jungkook said with a weak smile

My eyes had opened and I was already feeling the aches on my body. "Ah" I said quietly

Kookie smiled at me warmly "I was so worried, you honestly need to tell someone. Report it please"

I frowned "Jungkook no, just let them beat me okay. If it makes them happy then so be it, I'm not anybody special anyhow"

Jungkook's eyes widened "don't you dare say that!"

I smiled weakly "I'm honestly a waste of space Jungkook, I don't see why you even like me-

"STOP just stop, you're such an amazing person. No you're perfect. You just don't see it and it saddens me, okay just don't , don't say that please?"

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair as I felt tears running down my cheeks "Jungkook what am I supposed to do?"

He smiled and pulled me into a hug "be yourself, try your best and feel confident. You rock okay you rock, use your real self as an advantage and use confidence as you walk into school, it will make a difference. And most of all fight back. Why don't you? You're an amazing fighter and have won competitions from your martial arts, you need to become stronger. That is what you need to do"

I smiled and hugged him tighter "I will try, I promise"

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I arrived home, my chest still hurting as I remembered what Mark did. I thought we were becoming friends and he did that, I know he has a reputation but that's just cruel.

I smiled as appa and Eomma greeted me. "Sweeti-

Eomma instantly ran over to me, engulfing me into a hug. "what happened!" She cried

I smiled weakly "it's fine, honestly-

"It's not, it's not." She repeated as her eyes were glassed over.

I just put a hand on her shoulder "don't be upset.... I'm going to go to my room okay?"

Eomma nodded weakly "talk to me later okay?"

I nodded "I-I will"

I finally entered my room after the stairs felt like a million, I took my body and laid on my bed as tears streamed down my reddened cheeks.

This sucks, all of this is a big big mess. The tears were overwhelming by now as I gripped onto my hair, I just want them to leave me alone.

Sighing I gulped as I stared at a familiar box, that box which I haven't opened for months on end.

I shakily went over, opening it up and seeing that familiar glimmer of silver.

"W-welcome back" I choked