Living with my bully (Mark Tuan)||GOT7||

7

It was Monday so it meant school, colour seemed to have drained from my face.

Walking downstairs I grabbed myself an apple, running a hand through my hair. I was super nervous because of the bullying but that is pretty obvious right?

"Hey Mark" I said as he walked downstairs

He just rolled his eyes at me and went into the kitchen. I frowned, why is he now acting as if my existence annoyed him?

I walked into the kitchen after him, smiling as I did "Mark? You okay" I murmured

He clicked his tongue, his stare burying itself into my skin "yeah now leave me alone you're irritating"

I lowered my head and quickly left the kitchen, my mood was if possible much worse than before.

I sighed and exited the house, deciding to leave early and walk to school instead of taking a bus.

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I arrived in school, my lip quivered as my anxiety grew.

I was about to start speed walking into school until kookie saved the day, his smile widening as he saw me. I smiled lightly back, he is a saviour honestly.

"Hello smol child" he snickered as he flicked my forehead

I sighed, Mark was still in my mind. He was fine with me yesterday so why suddenly does he now hate me again. Maybe I was too comfortable around him and it made him uncomfortable.

"Earth to Harley?" Jungkook said as he brushed a hand infront of my face

I smiled weakly "sorry"

"What's wrong?" Jungkook asked sweetly making my chest tighten

"I feel like my whole existence is a joke" I murmured quietly my arms tightening as I hugged myself

Jungkook instantly frowned "you didn't-

I glared at him and shoved his shoulder "no! I didn't"

He looked down "I'm sorry Harley"

I sighed and wiped my eyes which were starting to get filled with tears.
"I-it's fine. It's just I wouldn't go back to old habits I thought you of all people would know that"

He pulled me close, my little body being pressed into his. I closed my eyes as he ran a hand through my hair.

"I am just worried okay, you're my little sister and I can't see you like that again"

I nodded "I love you kookie, so much big brother"

He pulled away from the hug, kissing my forehead "love you too little sis"

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I was in class, my mind wondering off, maybe going back to old habits wouldn't be too bad? I mean it helped in the situations.

I sighed, no that is so stupid to think. I can't believe I was even having thoughts about it.
I just missed my nan who passed away, she was the only one who truly cared and loved me. My mum and dad have left me for there business trips and now I'm alone, I have no friends apart from kookie, everybody hates me and I get bullied constantly. I then get my hopes up high when I feel like someone is trying to befriend me. When Infact they dislike me just as much as I dislike myself.

"Slut" a girl whispered

I sighed, seriously how am I a slut when I'm a virgin...

"She honestly makes me depressed her face is enough to put me into a mental asylum"

I gritted my teeth, just go away.

"She is so ugly, and fat"

I wasn't fat, I was average and I had a nice figure, and I wasn't ugly well I like to think I'm not.

"I hope she ends up killing herself, honestly"

That was it and tears escaped my eyes, but I hid them as I stared out the window, my eyes glassy than ever.
I hated this so much, why couldn't people just leave me alone.

I didn't deserve any of this, I really didn't.

I'm just a massive crybaby and can't take anything.

Turning around I saw eyes on me, looking up I saw a worried Mark staring at me.

I lowered my head, don't act like you care Mark just don't.

And with that his gaze returned to the board but for some reason his teeth were gritted and he looked really angry.

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||~Mark~||

I was in class, I can't express how boring it was. It made me want to fall asleep so badly.
"Mark Oppa" a girl whispered

I looked around and she began to murmur to me "look at the cry baby"

I saw her snickering, so I decided to look at where she was staring. It was Harley and she had tears going down her cheeks, I then also heard people saying stuff about her.
It made my chest feel heavy and my throat tighten, why was people so horrible to her.
Oh yeah..... I asked them to.

I turned to the girl who told me and glared at her "how is that funny? Shouldn't you be a good person and help someone out when they are upset? Or are you that narrow minded and messed up"

She stared at me with wide eyes "but"

"No!!" I shouted causing the whole class to stare at me

I was fuming with anger, I just stormed out and decided to go outside, the cold weather beating down onto me. This is all my fault and I haven't felt so crappy.

but, for some reason I just can't bring myself to be nice to her.

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||~Harley~||

The nervous aroma formed as Mark suddenly shot up and stormed out, I heard everyone whispering and someone even mentioned my name and how it was my fault.

How on earth was that my fault?

I was worried about Mark though, why was he angry. Why was he upset? Did someone say something? Has he got into another relationship and they broke up? What was it.

Just what was it.