We sat our tables and I just looked in awe at everything that was planned out, he had a private reservation and we were the only ones outside, the moon was up high in the sky and glittering in all its glory upon us, a little lake streamed just a few meters away and soothing music played from a nearby radio.
"This is beautiful Mark" I said in amazement
Mark blushed "I-I tried"
I noticed in the middle of the table was a bouquet of roses, "this is the rest of the roses?" I giggled
Mark nodded "yeah, one flower isn't enough"
"So what's the occasion?" I asked softly
Mark looked at me before down to his hands "I will tell you after the meal"
I nodded "okay"
***
I sipped my white wine which was amazing, I never really drunk much but this was by far the best wine.
I had finished eating and so did Mark and he seemed alittle nervous, I didn't understand why though.
"Harley..." He murmured which made me catch his attention
I nodded "yes?"
Mark grabbed my hands softly, caressing them. "Y-you know you mean so much to me."
I squeezed his hands tighter "of course"
He took in a big breath of air "I need to be truthful with you. The first time I met you in high school I couldn't bare to look at you. You know why that is? Because you made my chest tighten with these feelings which I thought I could never get with someone else. I didn't want to believe that I was losing feelings for...Luna. I was in denial and that's why I caused all the bullying, I'm sorry so sorry for that, I'm especially sorry that you had to live with that bully. Anyway my original plan was to... Lead you on for my mothers sake. I wanted Luna. But overtime I finally accepted it all, that I love you. I cherish you with everything I have and I didn't know you would make me fall this hard...."
My eyes widened and my hands felt sweaty, I didn't know what to say
"Ma-
He shushed me with his finger "this is why I'm giving you this"
He grabbed my hand softly and put a ring on, my eyes instantly widened and my hands shook. "This is my promise ring, that we promise eachother we will be together for as long as our body holds up, that one day we will marry and even have children, will you accept this?"
A lump formed in my throat and I already felt a few stray tears running from my eyes and down my rosy cheeks. "Of course I will accept your promise ring!"
Mark smiled but then I saw his lip quiver "h-Harley I'm going away"
I looked at him with no emotion I just felt my world stop spinning... "What do you-
"I - I have a contract with JYP entertainment. Me and the boys... It starts next week"
I smiled weakly at him, gripping marks hands for reassurance "I...it's your dream. I'm happy for you"
Mark looked at me with watery eyes "I'm sorry that I'm going away... But don't forget about me?"
I shook my head "as long as my body takes me I will always be with you"
Mark smiled and cupped my face with his hands, slowly and passionately kissing me, lost in the moment of pure bliss.
He pulled away "we can Skype all the time"
I grinned and pecked his cheek "of course."
Then.. A question popped up in my head and a sudden ray of nerves racked through my head. "Ma-rk do you care that we.... That we haven't.... You know. Done it?"
Mark blinked a few times before gripping my shoulders "why are you asking?"
I nibbled my bottom lip "Luna- she told me that I needed to satisfy your needs more"
Mark shook his head and leant his forehead against mine "being with you is perfect. That is just an added bonus" he grinned which made me flush alittle
"I- I think maybe we should before you leave, I love you Mark and I want my body to show you the amount of affection I hold in my heart"
Mark parted his lips often before continuing "I love you too"
A/n OKAY GUYS DO YOU KNOW HOW AWKS THAT WAS TO WRITE.
I MAY WRITE SMUT, AHHH IDK BECAUSE IM SUCH AN INNOCENT BABY AND I CANT WRITE IT. GAHHHH
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Living with my bully (Mark Tuan)||GOT7||
FanficSo I'm living with Mark Tuan He happens to be my bully As much as I hate him.... he turns out to be just the person I need... >>contains swearing >>depressing thoughts >>self harm is mentioned Cover is by @pepperrmint