I thought of Zach morning to night,I could never get him out of my head. I text Amanda Me:"hey I need to see Zach or get his phone number or something!!"
Amanda: Just ask someone for his text messages someone probably has it
Me:Okay...😞
I start texting people to ask if they have his number,Everyone I had texted said no. Every moment on got me determine to get his number.I was getting obsessive over him. He was like a drug, I was addicted to him.I was losing my mind,what was wrong with me?! I text Amanda once again
Me:No one has his number and I think I'm going to explode...am I crazy?!
Amanda: You're not crazy you're just in a stage it okay trust me.Right now you just feel like he is everything but he's not,that is just what a crush is does to you.
Amanda was right,he's not everything...but I still think he's something a little more.I don't understand why my feelings are becoming strong and obsessive.My heart pumps faster and I sit down. I just don't understand what is happening to me.I can't explain my words I don't understand what I'm feeling.Maybe I'm just scared he'll find someone new or that he has moved on.Maybe I'm scared that I won't find someone like him again or maybe I'm scared someone won't like me again.I can't think of the reason. I go to bed confused with thoughts flowing through my head like a river.I don't know what to do.
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Teen FictionThis book is about a beautiful brunet named Amy. She is 14 years old and goes to a terrible looking middle school called north best.she has a huge passion for track and feild.She also has her best friend named Amanda and Amanda is always there for...
