Ch. 12 - Settling in.

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so does anyone still even wait for me to update? probably not.

My frozen feet slow down as I look up to the building. I'm panting, gasping for air, and wiping the tears away from my cheeks. Why did he have to say those words? Why did he even say those words? I never saw it coming, he really is frustrating. He was my first kiss, and at that time, he called us "friends with benefits"? Now, after not talking to me for almost a week, he says he loves me. Does the fool even know what love is?

My heart just hurts, I am in pain. All I really need right now is someone to just fix me up and make the pain go away, and that's why i'm here.

I look through the big window of the Starbucks, and make see Levi. He quickly sees me; sees me in clothes that I really shouldn't be wearing in the middle of winter. His expression immediately changes, to a soft look. This surprises me, since I normally just see him with that cold, stoic face. I mouth the words, "help", as tears drop down my face. Why am I being so dramatic? He probably doesn't even care. Nonetheless, I see Levi whisper something to Erwin, and Erwin just nods his head as Levi makes his way to the back door.

So I go, I rush once more to the back entrance, it being much more tough since my feet have grown more cold. As I turn the corner and reach the door, I knock, and I am greeted to the face I am super happy to see. As he and I make eye contact, my heart flutters, and all my tears dry up. As if what happened with Eren, really never did happen, and it was all just a dream. Levi, is he really the one, did I just waste time on the green eyed boy? My day dreaming quickly comes to a stop, as Levi opens his mouth, "(Y/n)?" The man asks.

"Y-yeah?" I stutter, my lips, chapped and cold. My heart is still racing. Levi steps closer, and suddenly embraces me in a warm hug, something that I really need. And all of a sudden, a few tears fall down, but, not sad tears, maybe you'd call them comfort tears. But what I knew is that this truly is my happiness, and that this man, he gives me feelings that I have never felt before. I open my mouth, choking up but still managing to say something, "Le-v-vi, I-"

But I get cut off, "Shhhhhh~" is all I hear back from him. I am no longer cold, no longer sad, not even crying. I sigh, and just take the moment in, not caring how much of a mess I look like right now, because I know Levi doesn't care, he likes me for me.

Levi lifts up my chin, and looks at me in the eyes. I look back, his intriguing eyes cause me to lean in. But I am abruptly stopped, he chuckles, and leans in to kiss my forehead. "Don't be so eager now." He says. I just chuckle along with him, I never knew Levi had a side like this. Levi lets go, and takes my hand, leading me to his car. "How about we go home and just chill? Talk about our days maybe, huh?" He asks me. I just smile, and nod my head.

Eren is probably the last thing on my mind right now. All I was to him was "nonsense". Look at me now, I am actually with a guy who cares for me. I am never going back Eren's bullshit because it's so stressing and I am literally done.

I'm now with someone who cares, Levi.

So finally, I am settling in.

hiyaaaa, dear eren lovers, i know, it may seem likes it done, but dont
worryyy. we all know (y/n) doesnt know how to make up her mind !! (:
-katvee

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