Hidden secrets

I'll make sure of it

Nat's pov
I walk, walk to him, to see him possibly for the last time, the last time I get to see those eyes, that smile, him. I reach his door and stand there with my hand hovering inches away from the thick hard wood. Thoughts race round my mind, will he want to see me? Is he ever gonna forgive me? Will he get over this? I shake myself back into reality still with my hand by the door mustering up enough courage to actually knock. Just moments away from knocking to my surprise he opens the door and jumps back also surprised him self
"Nat hi I was just coming to see you"
I smile, he was coming to see me that's a good sign
"Yeah uh I just wanted you to know-" he cuts me off
"You don't have to because your coming back and we can finish this conversation off later" I smile at him and he smiles back. Unlikely.
"Yeah" I say looking at the ground not wanting to see those eyes that smile anymore because I know if I do I'll want to stay here and forget the world forget all about this and just leave, leave it all behind but I can't and that's the most painful thing
"Hey, come here" he holds his arms up and I laugh at his awkward looking posture and that stupid grin on his face and run into his arms squeezing him tight not wanting to let go and leave this moment
"Your gonna be alright I'll make sure of it"
"I hope so" I whisper under my breathe still holding onto this embrace
"Hey come on it's time to go"
And with that we leave

Finally after a few minutes of walking and small talk along the way we reach the quin jet. Stepping aboard it we find our seats and sit ourselves down patiently waiting in silence for it to take off and with no difficulty it does and sudden thoughts replay in my mind like a song on repeat

"Just so you know your coming back whether you like it or not, so enjoy your last few days of freedom, bye Natalia see you soon"

Hers words ring in my ears, was this the plan in the first place? To not literally threaten me but to make me feel threatened so I'd play the only card I had, why do I get the feeling that I'm walking into a trap and this is exactly what they wanted in the first place, to build me up thinking I had hope just to break me down afterwards. Well whatever their plan is it doesn't matter because they want me and they're getting me which means Steve isn't gonna get hurt because of me and I guess that's all I ask, that he stays as far away as possible from them.

A/N short chapter I know but I wanted to add a cute little Romanogers moment in cuz you know their the best ship in history and yeah so as always can you please vote, comment, follow and any feedback would be very much appreciated thanks guys for reading stay tuned new chapter coming soon!
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