Ms. Believer [On Hold]

13. The party

I remember what happened yesterday with Harry. It almost felt fake. It felt like a dream. A really wicked dream.

"At least you're going with Harry and not Aaron" Cara said as she threw a pillow to the floor to make more room for her on the bed she was currently laying on, it was actually my bed.

I've always loved the way Cara is. She is an amazing girl, she is always encouraging me to experience things. She isn't afraid or at least that's how it looks like. She is honest and she would never lie to me.

"I don't even know why agreed on going to the party with Harry" I sighed as I fixed the small bracelet on my wrist.

I had called Aaron already, he said that it was okay because Harry and I have known each other for longer time than him and I. I still felt bad. That's not what a friend does. A friend doesn't let you down. I apologized a hundred of times, he would laugh and say that it is okay. I'm a shitty person though, first I argue with Harry 24/7 and then I'm going with him to a party where I don't know anybody.

I walked over to the bed and sat down next to Cara "I feel bad for turning Aaron down" I sighed.

She sat up and started to wipe something from under my eyes, maybe mascara, "We both know that you just accepted going with Aaron to that boring ass party because you saw Harry kissing Paige" she said and made a disgusted face once she saw the black liquid plastered on her fingers, she wiped it on the mattress covering my bed, well great Cara, now I have dirty sheets.

She wasn't lying though. I got extremely jealous when I saw Paige on Harry's lap. That bitch.

"I guess yeah" I said biting the inside of my cheeks, a habit that has been growing since I moved to London, "Do you think I like Harry?"

Cara let out a small giggle as she fixed the purple top I was wearing "Maybe" oh come on. She knows me more than everyone, she is just trying to play with me.

"Cara!" I groaned and pouted making her laugh once more.

"You'll have to find out by yourself, I'll let you put your shoes on and take some time to think about everything" she got up and left the bedroom.

Even with Cara out of my bedroom I felt like the space was extremely little. I just feel so bad but I also feel happy.

I feel bad because I had already told Aaron that I was going to the party with him and he seemed so happy about it. Happiness is winning though. I'm going out with Harry, we are finally getting along, I'll meet his family and the words he said yesterday won't stop replaying on my head. He is starting to like me.

I looked to the clock, 5:56. God, the minutes are passing by too quickly. I don't even know If I should hug him or kiss his check or something.

Don't be such a baby Kendall, you're old enough to know what you want to do. I sighed and walked out of my bedroom, every step I thought about going back to my room and locking myself in the bathroom, taking all this make up off my face and changing my clothes, but I won't do that. I'm going to the party with Harry.

I walked downstairs and I spotted him standing on the front door, his hands on the inside of his black pants, he looked amazing. It was a simple black tuxedo, it was clear that he had fixed his pants so they could fit him like he usually wears his jeans.

Harry walked over to me, he extended his hand for me to hold it and helped me to walk the last steps of the stairs "Hello" he said and kissed the top of my hand once I had reached the floor.

"Hi" I smiled at his cute gesture. God, he looks extremely handsome.

"You look beautiful" Harry said smiling at me, "I love the dress"