Ms. Believer [On Hold]

19. Oh Michael

"Kendall what the hell!? Why?" Cara yelled at meas I threw the pictures to the bin in my bedroom.

I shrugged and walked over to the mirror, admiring the make up that she did on me, I actually liked it "Because," I said as I wiped my cheeks, trying to take off my face a considerable amount of highlighter "I don't want these pictures, I don't even know why you got them"

Cara rolled her eyes "Because I fucking took them? Hello? We've been friends for like ever and we both know that you looked smoking hot in that fucking photoshoot I did"

You see, when we were in high school Cara was in this photography class, she had to take pictures of people in the beach, I was one of her models. I'm not that comfortable about my body, I remember how Michael used to say how small my breast were and how skinny I was, correction, am. It isn't my decision to be this skinny, it's just my metabolism.

"I don't want them, you can keep them," I said, I turned around to meet her eyes, oh I fucking hate the puppy eyes "Stop"

"Kenny, stop being mean and keep the pictures, if you want to don't show them to anyone, just keep them as a memory" she said pouting and making a sad face, I hate her. She is my best friend, how can I say no to that angel -bitch- face?

I sighed but finally gave up, I took the Polaroid pictures out of the bin and placed them on a small shelf, no one really gets in my bedroom just Cara and people that I let in, I wouldn't mind if any of them see these.

She smiled and clapped her hands excitedly. I was about to speak up and argue with her when I heard someone knocking on the door.

"Ken" Liam opened the door slightly just to get a vision of my bedroom, his expression wasn't the happy him, he seemed upset "Someone is looking for you, Michael"

Cara looked at me, her eyes got wide and her cheeks turned slightly red. I don't know what is right and what is wrong to do, however I motioned Liam to let him in.

"But-" Cara said, I know what she is going to say and I really don't want to hear her argument.

I coughed "Just, let me talk to him, alone" Cara shook her head, a bit disappointed I know but still walked out of my bedroom.

I waited around 2 minutes for Michael to walk in my bedroom, he hasn't changed a bit though. He is still good looking and all but, I bet that he is the same idiot he was 3 years ago.

I forced a smile, I'm still upset for the last time he was here but I have to let go of it. Hating him and Gwen won't take me to any good place.

"Hi" he said, his stupid smile is still cute but honestly I don't care. I've been in trouble with Harry thanks to Zayn, Aaron and Tom, I don't want Michael to make the list longer.

He slowly walked towards me, he tried to place his hands on my shoulders and kiss my cheek but I moved quick before he could do any of that.

I smiled a bit "Uh, keep the distance," a nervous laugh escaped my lips "So, what's up?" I said shoving my hands on the back pockets of my jeans.

He shrugged "There's nothing new, I just wanted to talk to you about, you know, us" he said.

I laughed again, stop laughing you idiot. I slowly walked around the bedroom, Michael was literally following every step I took.

"Well, we aren't dating anymore. That's everything we have to talk about" I said.

He sighed, I stopped my actions and looked at him, he rubbed the back of his neck "I know but I really want you back in my life, you made me happy, Kendall. I want you back. I know I fucked it up-"