Ms. Believer [On Hold]

35. Routine

A/N
Hey guys! It's been a while, so I have a little note, the official cast that will appear in the rest of the book is this:
Harry Styles as Harry.
Kendall Jenner as Kendall.
Cara D. as Cara.
Nick Jonas as Nick.
Bella Hadid as Victoria.
Elle Fanning as Eva.
Joan Small as Camila.
The Azoffs and Glenne as themselves.
Liam Payne as Liam.
You can imagine their parents as who ever you guys want.

The ones that were in the book before will be mentioned but won't interact with the characters anymore.

Waking up beside the one you love is the most amazing feeling in the world. Knowing that someone who you thought that hated you actually doesn't.

I always thought that Harry would hate me and he would never talk to me again or even look at me, but here we are, laying down next to each other, his arms around me tightening each time I move a little bit as if he doesn't want me to go.

Last night was the first time in three years that I didn't sleep wearing his shirt and that's because he slept with me, we really shared a night and I still can't believe it.

I look at Harry, he is still sleeping, his lips are slightly parted and I can't help but bring my hand to his cheek, I softly trace every small detail on his perfect face with my index finger.

Harry frowns and I stop my movement, maybe he doesn't want me to do it.

"Good morning" he mumbles and brings me closer to him. Is there anything more amazing than this?

I lay my head on his chest and place a small kiss on the tattoo of the butterfly "Morning"

He kisses the top of my head and runs his fingers up and down my arm. There's no words to explain the way I'm feeling, I love this man and I've always loved him. It's weird to love someone so much in such a short amount of time. I don't really know how he feels but right now I want to be selfish, I want to love him and I don't care if he doesn't loves me back, he said he loved me last night but maybe he was too deep in the moment and wanted to make me feel special.

We stay like that for a few minutes but I don't complain, however I have to get up and get ready for school, two more months and I leave, what I like to call, hell.

"I have to go to school," I break the silence and try to get up but Harry only groans and buries his face on my neck.

"Don't leave, don't go to school today" he says, I know that he really wants me to stay, he sounds desperate but I can't fail a day, I'm getting perfect grades and I don't want that to change.

"I can't, I have to go"

He sighs and looks at me "You'll come back, right?"

The way his sleepy face turns to a worried one makes me happy but sad at the same time, knowing that I actually hurt him is sad.

"I will, I have to," I look around and giggle to make him feel a bit better "I mean, this is my house"

Harry smiles and gives me a quick kiss "Fine, I don't think I'll be here anyways, I have to go, some business meeting" he groans and as a habit that I had a few yars ago I mess with his hair followed by a kiss on his cheek.

I sit up and look for something to put on to walk to my bedroom, I spot his shirt on the floor, "Can I?" I ask lifting it up.

He nods "Sure" with that response I put the shirt on and get up to go to my bedroom and take a shower in my bathroom.

I take a quick shower, I'll be late to school if I don't hurry up, I think that for the first time in months I feel anxious for this day to end so I can come back to this horrible place, maybe because I'll finally see someone that I know, or maybe just because I'll see him.