Charlie is important for me he is always there if you need something i remember the first time we met it was an instant click we just didn't give a fuck, it was so natural we just couldn't help it, it was meant by the gods.
I remember that time, we where sitting there in the middle of the carnival. I'm not a crier but that day i felt like i should, that i could. I ran to the bathroom, he followed me and gave me a hug. Then we just cried together, it was weird I've never trusted someone enough to do that.
He had a birthday party, it had been a long time since we were all together and it was weird. You could tell some people were mad other people felt like they didn't belong, there was Mary Elisabeth worried about Sam making a move. But it didn't happen or well at least not there.
Brad was there too i felt so empty when i looked at him and he was so mad because Alice was late and when she finally arrived they sat close together and kind of touching. But Charlie was there later at his house, it was one of the best talks I've ever had Sam Charlie and me talking about gay lyrics and how shitty life is.
Yesterday and today we didn't have that much of a talk it was more like moral support that's when i knew that i would always be there for him no matter what.
"We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough"
