Hi... so i know that you know who am i talking to since you are the one who really needs it right now so hi.
I'm pretty sure that life is sucking ass right now isn't it? i would never be able to be in the situation that you are in without completely breaking down and eating a full box of lucky charms with a gallon of chocolate milk and of course wanting to hang myself. You are always thinking you are as weak as a dry leaf but i really believe that's not true. Because of several reasons that you know better than i do. For example, remember that time when you dropped let's call it your sharp white pages that still had some dry blood on them in front of the girl that had been a bitch to you the whole year?, it's not even related to the problem you have now but remember that a few weeks later you just laughed about it? haha yeah... i don't think this is helping you at all so far....
Oh, i've got one. Remember that time when your skirt was basically falling apart? and how we rushed to the restroom in pure laughter?
Or do you remember when we just rolled on the green grass? how it hurt but we did it because it was super entertaining to us?
Do you remember babadook? and how it knocks from the inside of the closet saying ba-ba-dook-dook-doooook?
Do you remember the first time we met?, reember that first connection that linked us? or the simple fact that it was so easy, like old friends reunited once again?
Remember that joyful person that wasn't joyful?, or the wrist checks? or how i constantly confuse you with my over thought theories?
I hope that you remember the fact that you are always happier when you're being yourself.
Or do you remember the rubber ducks?... i hope you do, because that one is my favourite.
