It's always been him (twilight fan fiction)

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The next few weeks where hard I barely talked to Jacob I was usually the one watching Ryder witch I didn't mind, it helped a lot. Jacob was gone most nights and days he slept on the couch about 2 weeks after not talking or seeping in the same bed as each other  I decided to say something
"Jacob...I know this is hard on you...but it's hard on me too" I say as he lays on the couch
"Jacob I need you" I begin  to cry and he sits up and pulls me down onto his lap
"Bella im sorry" he says holding my hand and wipes my tears with the other
"I should have never left your side and Iv hated my self for doing it but Bella I can't find the words" he says
"I love you" he says and I smile
"I love you too" I say
"Where have you been the last 2 weeks every night" I ask
"There was a vampire that kept running though our lands and I volunteered for night watch" he says rubbing my back
" wait who" I ask and he shrugs and shakes his head
"We have no clue" he says and Ryder runs in
"Yay mommy and daddy are happy again" he shouts and climbs onto Jacobs other knee I smile and kiss him on the forehead
"What I don't get one" Jacob wines and laugh
"I got this mom" Ryder says and put his hand up he then kisses Jake on the cheek me and Jake brake into laughter
[Later that day]
Me and Ryder walked to la push and began playing on the beach while Jacob rested at home the night shift has been taking a tole on him
"Mommy! Mommy! There's a lady!" He yells pointing into the woods and I step to his side
"Where sweetie" I say looking into the woods but I didn't see anything
"She's gone now mommy" he says Seth runs up to us
"Bella lets get you guys home" he says
"What's going on" I ask
"Nothing lets go" he says urgently and we start waking home
Seth pics up Ryder
"Seth what's happening" I ask once we reach the house and Ryder runs off to his room
"The vampire...she was watching you guys...where's jake" he says
"Wait what" I say
"Where is Jacob" he says
"Bedroom" I ask following him as he walks up
"Jacob up now" Seth says walking into mine and jakes room I follow, Seth pulls off the blankets and Jacob jolts awake
"Now can you tell me what's going on" I say look at Seth,he ignores me
"Jacob it's the red head she was watching Bella and Ryder" Seth says and Jacob gets angry
"Go get Ryder" Jacob says getting out of bed so I do and Jacob and Seth go down stairs I return with Ryder
"Tell me what is happening" I say and Jacob and Seth continue to ignore me and begin talking softly
"Jacob you tell me what is going on right now!" I shout and all 3 boys look at me
"Seth take Ryder to his life pack up some clothes for him, Ryder go with Seth" he says and Seth takes Ryder
"Bella...that vampire she's been watching you and Ryder and she's been coming extremely close to the house...I wasn't going to have us leave but she was too close to you guys...what if Seth wasn't there...she could have..."jake says look into my eyes and then slightly gets angry so he backs up
"Why didn't you tell me! This is our sons life your taking about! And you thought you shouldn't tell me!" I scream at him
"Bella I was going to handle it" he says
"No Jacob no you shouldn't have hid this!" I shout
"Bella. Please calm down" he says
"I'm started to get worked up Bella please" but I don't listen and continue to shout Jacob continued to get more and more angry and he phased right there a foot away from me and the world went black