It's always been him (twilight fan fiction)

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{Edwards point of view}
After getting another phone I get a text from Carlisle with the address I put it into the GPS and begin driving it would have been quicker to fly but I needed the time alone to think about what I was going to say to Bella
{Jacobs point of view}
Everyday I would come to the hospital and talk to Carlisle to see how Bella was. I haven't talked to anyone in the pack since Bella was 1st put into the hospital 5 days ago Seth won't talk to me and Charlie has shut everyone out I haven't seen Ryder at all and my heart aches from being away from him and Bella. Carlisle walks into the waiting room and sits next to me
"Jacob...I'm not sure how to tell you this...I need you to stay calm" he says
"No. She is." I say thinking the worst
"No no she is not-"cuts himself off from saying it
"Then what" I say standing and so does he
"They moved her to a hospital in Florida..."he says and i begin to get really worked up and angry
"Why didn't anyone tell me! I'm her husband!" I shout
"Jacob I need you to calm down" he says
"No! Who! Why!" I shout
"Bella...she said it was safer for her there...she said she needed time" he says calming i feel as though he is lying
"What hospital!" I shout
"Jacob I don't believe that's a good idea" he says
"No I have to fix this!" My voice becomes softer Carlisle lets out a large sigh
"I'll be right back with the information" he says and walks away
I sit down trying to calm myself
{Carlisle's point of view}
I walk to the front desk and print Bella's transfer information. I felt so guilty for lying to Jacob about Bella wanting to leave but I didn't want him to turn against Seth...seth has done nothing but help Bella I return to the waiting room and hand Jacob the slip
"When you arrive there don't work Bella up alright. She's been though enough and on the line of depression..." I tell him holding out the slip
"I won't hurt her ever again" he says taking the slip from my hand
"Thank you"he says and walks away brushing past my shoulder
{Bella's point of view}
"Bella you can leave as soon" Seth says walking in my room I'm holding Ryder playing with him
"Ryder what did I tell you?" Seth asks
"Mommas Belly is a no no zone" he says looking up at Seth and me and Seth laugh
"So you can shower and get dressed...I'm going to take Ryder to your moms and come back to pick you up" Seth says and I hug him
"Thank you" I say he picks up Ryder
"By mommy see you and grannies" Ryder says and I smile
"Your stuff is in that bag"Seth points to the bag on the chair they walk out of the room and I wait for the nurse to take off my IV so I can shower she comes in moments later and removes everything
"Alright miss swan your set when you get out of the shower I will return and explain all your medical needs for the next couple of months" the nurse says and I nod and she leaves and I hop into the shower it feels nice to do something on my own once I finish I get dressed and sit in the chair waiting for the nurse
"Bella?"
look up to see Edward
"What are you doing here?" I ask
"I wanted to see if you where okay" he says standing in the doorway
"Well I'm fine...thank you" I say a small smile spreads across his face and he pulls a flower from behind his back
"I got this for you..." He holds the white rose and walks slowly towards me
"Thank you Edward but you should leave" I say
"Bella?" I hear Jacobs voice
"Jake!" I say and a big smile spreads across my face
"What's he doing here?" He asks standing next to me I remain in my chair
"He was just seeing if I was okay, thank you Edward you can leave now" I say and he tosses the rose down and walks out of the room
"Jacob what are you doing here?" I ask
"Bella I'm sorry" He gets on one knee
"I'm so so sorry you have to understand Bella I though it was better if I stayed away I though it was safer for you but Bella I can protect you I will never ever hurt you again I miss you and Ryder so much...I would come to the hospital everyday and check on you. The second I knew you moved hospitals I jumped on a plane Bella I can't be apart from you." He says holding my hands
"Jacob...I was never even upset with you for hurting me...I was upset because you left me. You left Ryder. Jacob you can't do that!" I say letting go of his hands
"Bella I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" he says staying on his knees and tears begin to roll out of his eyes and his head falls
"Jake" I say I use one finger to raise his chin
"I forgive you...if you forgive yourself" I say
"Bella you know I can do that" he says and I wipe his tears
"Maybe not yet but you will" I say kissing his head I stand and he does with me and I hug him tighter then Iv ever hugged anyone
"Don't ever leave me again" I say cringing from the pain on my chest and stomach he notices and let's me go
"Bella?" Seth says
"What is he doing here? Jacob leave!" He shouts and Jacob gets upset
"Seth it's okay Jacob said he was sorry he said he won't hurt me again" I say stepping between them
"How do you know Bella! How can you trust him!" Seth yells
"Seth stop" I shout
"I can't believe you Bella Iv been here he hasn't" he shouts and tosses the chocolate he got for me to the floor and storms out I fall to my knees and cry the nurse walks in and asks if I need a minuet but I shake my my head and stand and begins telling me all the things I need to know jake stands next to me listing and rubbing my back
"Minimal activity, you can go for walks but no running or anything like that. The doctor prescribed you a ointment for the wound apply that 3 times a day, it's basically just Neilsporne On steroids, then the pain medication as needed those are the main things the rest are In this packet" she hands them to me
"Thank you" I say taking the paper and jake looks down at me. The packet is at lest 5 pages long of things I need to be careful of while I recover
"You are free to leave when you are ready" the nurse says and walks out of the room
"Ready to go home?" Jacob looks down at me
"Yes" I say not telling I'm not not planning on returning to forks just yet
"Where is Ryder?" Jake asks
"My moms we should head there now" I say standing and begin walking Jacob catches up with me and puts his arm around my waist I just at his touch and I feel him tense up. He doesn't move his hand and I'm glad he didn't
I missed him so much.