Royal

Royal-Chapter 29

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REMINDER: I don't check my spelling, I'll do that once the book is done, if I ever finish anytime soon. 

Tbh I'm getting so tired of the book. But I'm trying my best to finish strong. For those who don't like this back and fourth with Mason and Amara it might not last for long so enjoy them as long as you can!

* hint , hint*
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Drip. Drip. Drip.

"There's a leak." Speaking to myself, I lifted my head up staring into nothing.  For the past 13 hours I was trying to come up with a plan to infiltrate the pack.

My earlier  attempt didn't go so well considering as I walked through the room I was bombarded with threats and promises of my head on a stick if I was not able to fulfill Alpha Dan's wishes.

Maybe going through Jessamine would be the best route, but even that made my stomach churn. Or that fact that I choose not to eat anything until I was at ease. Maybe I could die from starvation before I commit a huge dishonor to my brother.

Back to Jessamine, I got my brain back on track. She would be the easiest route. List the pros and cons.
Ok you are so smart Amara. I know me.

I jumped out of bed, my body a little weak due to my low blood pressure. All my doings I reminded myself.

It's rather I just end it now or make new friends because talking to myself at this level of intensity was getting scary.

Pros:
Fastest way
Easiest way
Nobody would expect it. Well maybe Gage might.
She would have no idea at least.
I'm the process she would understand I'm looking out for my pack and people and might not turn me in to Alpha Dan who would possibly slit my throat for good if he found out.

Cons:
Death
People finding out
Death
Death of friends
Death of humans
Death of packs
Death of innocent bystanders

Maybe I'm giving Alpha Dan to high of a representation. He hasn't killed me yet. So I couldn't be to sure right.

The loud eruption form my stomach had me crouching down in a small amount of pain.

I found myself wanting to heave over the toilet. But of course just like an hour ago nothing would come out because I haven't had food.

I give up. I told the stronger part of myself. I went to open the door and stood Mason. He was setting a tray of food down.

"Forget it, I can't wait just a little bit longer. Maybe my stomach will eat itself" slamming the door shut I shuffled to my new dresser. Jessamine made it her goal to make me feel welcome. And I assumed she had hid a stash of candy in my drawer. So when desperate times call for desperate measures I poured out all of the contents of my drawer.

"Underwear! Underwear! Fucking underwear! Who honestly needs that much! "

Unless you want to go commando, I'm guessing you do. Throwing things forcefully back into the drawer I found a mint.

I did a little jig and began to suck on it like it was my last meal. My body dropped on the floor like they we were the perfect couple. This was nice. And it would continue to be nice for the five estimated minutes I had left with my mint and I.

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1:45 am

I was waiting for the house to go silent before I suck out. I was told by Gage that chaining me to the bed was even low for him. So he is locking all the window but in case of a fire he is keeping my door unlock. But warned me there are guards surrounding the place so I shouldn't try anything.

I poked out my head like a fox searching the perimeter before it attacks on prey. It was pitch black. I stuck my hand out diving into gooey cold Mac and cheese.

Any other time I would have been disgusted but I dove it. My fave being bombarded with all types of food.

"I'm glad you are enjoying it"

I began to have a coughing fit as my heart was beating out of my chest. Gage crouched down and patted me on the back.

"Sorry didn't mean to scare you. I was doing a patoral and saw you out here."

My coughing slowed down, and I had spit the majority of food out. "You don't do that! I mean I could have pissed myself."

He gave a small chuckle which really seemed to make me blush. It was involuntary. I told myself in defense.

"Well I'm glad you didn't." Gage helped me up and brought the remaining bits and pieces of what was left in my tray into my room.

He turned on the lights while I made my way to my bed after cleaning up a bit. Nothing to major. 

"I lied earlier. I wasn't doing a perimeter sweep. I wanted to see you actually"

"Oh" I shifted my stance from my knees back to my butt as I rested against the backboard

"Jessamine was going all love sick puppy about you and Mason. Apparently I'm the grinch when it comes to love, I just don't get it. Why you come back to a guy that cheats over and over." The fire in Gage's eyes had me thinking that this has happened to him. Maybe one time to many.

"I don't know. Fate. Density. I messed with her once and I was pretty messed up." I joked.

Gage grunted like a caveman, and had me taking my brain for a better answer so he would leave.

" it's like we are a magnet. We can be placed halfway across the word but we manage to make it back to one another. Yeah we stick to other things along the way but it's temporary. "

"That's bullshit" he protested

"We're mates. It's agonizing when we're not together so why put yourself in this pain when you know there is a person made for you who can stop all of that" I crossed my arms over my chest. I thought I was a negative nacy.

"It still doesn't mean you half to be s cheater. The pain will go away. Doesn't mean a scar won't be left."

"There are creams for that."

Gage crackers smile before getting up.

"I thought you weren't going to be nice to me anymore. How long will this last. I expected today, but so I see a friendship in our future?"

"Maybe. " closing the door. Gage was gone and I was left to think what if Gage is right. My life isn't supposed to be a back and forth- up hill battle trying to win a heart of a guy who clearly doesn't want me.

Food for the soul.
Or is it brain.