Time going slowly

Chapter 18

Chapter 18- Figuring out my stupid mistake

Harry's POV. 

 I went onto to youtube to see what was happening. I looked over the news feed and saw that Nelly had posted a video. Clicking it, I tried to prepare myself for what was to come. Nelly starts off by waving and talking, then it turns into singing. I see tears streaming down her face and guilt fills my stomach. 

"Stop toying with my heart. Don't you know it's fragile?" I whispered to myself as a board came up. No, this was not happening. Stupid management.. Why did I have to do this? This was all my fault, and there was no way I could fix this. 

"You alright mate?" Niall asks as he comes into the room. I shook my head, knowing full well that I couldn't lie to them. Showing him the video, his entire focus is on it. The next minute was filled with silence as he read the comments. 

"Wow, people really hate you." He stated. 

"I know." I agreed as I ran my hands over my eyes. "I hate myself too." It was no fair. I was thousands of kilometers away in LA, doing our last show. There wasn't anything I could do to fix it. I bet that Amanda was having a field day, Matt hated me, and Serena was angry at me. 

"We've got to go! About 3 hours till the last show!" Louis called up the stairs. Niall and I run down the steps and head out to the van. Everyone was chatting while I was staring out the window. Soon we were at the arena and we headed in, seeing that the fans had lined up. 

"Last show, can you believe it?" Liam asked. I shook my head, showing off a smile. I hardly smiled because I felt sad. She didn't deserve what I did to her, not at all. Somehow, she was still there when I got home. 'Torn indeed.' I thought as I remembered her words from the moment that she came back into my life. 

"Look! He's smiling! Mr. grouchy-pants is gone!" Louis cheered as he teased me. I laughed and headed toward the dressing room. Getting changed into my concert gear, we goofed around until it was time. Then we headed out as the screams became louder and louder. 5SOS went before us, giving us time to relax a little more. Then when they came off, Niall grabbed a microphone. 

"And now, ladies and gentlemen, ONE DIRECTION." He shouted in his announcer voice. I smiled as we ran onto the stage and started to sing. The time went by fast as we sang our hearts out. The next thing I knew was that it was time to leave. 

"Thank you guys so much! It was amazing to have you!" I shouted to the fans. They cheered and Liam took the next chance. 

"Thank you all for the amount of support for us." He said. "We couldn't have done it without you!" 

"Our dreams wouldn't have happened. Thanks to you, ordinary guys got a chance at their dreams." Louis thanked. 

"We couldn't ask for a better group of people to support us." Zayn smiled. "We wouldn't want you guys to change at all." 

"Thank you for being our last show. Come to our next one, we'll be waiting for you guys!" Niall said. "This is the end of the Take Me Home tour, thank you." We went off the stage and changed back into our regular clothes. 

"Can you believe we'll be back home? Back in the London?" I asked them. They shook their heads as we rested on the couches. We went around and thanked the crew, and then headed off toward the van again. The tour couldn't have been better. We went to a bar to celebrate and to get ready for the next one. 

"Harry! Drink something!" Louis shouted in his tipsy state. I shook my head, twirling the glass around my fingers. 

"I'm not thirsty." I gave as my excuse.