The protector

Part 3

I got home and crashed onto my bed. A bolt of energy shot through me and I quickly jumped up and ran to my door to lock it but I didnt make it in time. As I was about to lock it, it opened and there was my dad. I slowly backed away from him.

"So, what's been going on with you and your cousin derick?"

I looked at him in shock and screamed,"I didn't want to do ANYTHING with him!! He fucking raped raped me!"

He grabbed me by my throat and brought my face to his.

"Don't you ever say something like that about derick!"

"But Dad it's true!!" I started to cry because my own dad wouldnt believe me.

He shut my door and locked it so no one could get it.

"If you're gonna be fucking around with guys like a woman then I'm going to treat you like a woman."

He pushed me on my bed and ripped my clothes off. He took his pants off and forced into me.

I screamed at the top of my lungs and he slapped me in the face.

Doing that just made him get rougher. I started to cry from the pain and emotions I was feeling.

He kept going and started biting me in several different places. He pulled my legs up over his shoulders and was going harder. I whimpered loudly.

He kept going for a minute and came in me. He tried to kiss me but I pulled away. He just laughed.

He left my room and I curled up on bed and cried.

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I woke up at 6 the next morning to get ready for school.

I went to the barhroom to cover up the bruise on my face and put some eye liner on. I was waiting for my hair straightner to heat up.

My cousin derick walked into my bathroom.

"What do you want derick?..."

"I just want to know what happened last night."

"Why the hell do you care? You and dad are nothing but fiilthy assholes and as soon as mom has the money to support me, I'm moving back in with her. Or maybe I'll get lucky and move in with April or something.."

He looked at me liked he'd just been stabbed.

"Derick I thought you were my best friend...someone I could run to when I was in pain. But no! You're the one causing the pain! So fuck you Derick.."

"Anah I didn't mean to...I don't know what came across me..I'm sorry!" He started crying.

I started to cry as well, "Derick.. I don't want to lose our friendship but you fucked up... I could never trust you again. You hurt me in every way possible. I didn't want to lose my virginity to you then be raped by my own god damn dad...but I can't have everything I want. And neither can you, so this friendship is over."

I started to walk out the door and I could hear my cousin crying. I wanted to go comfort him and make him feel better but I couldn't.. Not after what he put me through.