CHPTR 9 - THE EMOTIONS

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Hello, again. Im sorry dear readers.




"Look honey, make a wish" said my mother. My father came and hug my mother from behind.
I looked at the sparkling stars on the sky. Suddenly there is a shooting star in front of my own eyes. I closed my eyes while making a wish. 'I hope our family will always happy'.

I woke up from the sound of Jimin's humming in the bathroom. I rolled my eyes. 'Really? Early in the morning?'. I checked my clock. It 7.30 a.m.

WHAT!!!!! 7 FREAKING 30 MINUTES IN THE MORNING??!?!?!?!?!!!! OMG THIS IS NOT HAPPENING 😭😭😭😭

I get up from my bed and quickly banging the bathroom door but not as loud that it could be heard from other outside. I could imagine Jimin's shocked face.

"What? Wait. Im almost done." Said jimin.

"Yes, please be hurry. Im already late." I replied as calm as I could.

Ah yes. Im late for Rapmon's Problematic Men recording. Im such a useless manager. Yesterday, after fansign event, we have some drinking party (jungkook is legal tho, Haha) and we talked till morning and now i just woke up. Good job MANAGER!

Jimin's step out from the bathroom half naked. Dammit those abs. Wait, what are we talking about? Ah yes! Late.

I quickly get inside the bathroom and ignoring jimin who babbling about me banging the door and how it made him shocked bla bla bla. Then, I locked the door. Well, im afraid if Jimin, you know, open the door 'accidentally'. Hahaha wild imagination. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and smiled at my self in the mirror. I look great.

After putting on my big winter coat, i applied some lip balm because i think i look a little pale. I'm nervous of course. Im nervous to meet new people. I hope everything is gonna be okay and work well with me so i could adapt with this whole new manager thingies. It hard to see a GIRL manager for boybands, said J-hope. 

***

"Oh, new face?" Ask director Kim Na Hee.

"Oh yeah, meet my manager. Victoria Lee." Said Rapmonster.

"Hello, im Bangtan Boys new manager." I bow and shake hands with the director.

"She look stunning, I almost thought you are our guest because you look like a model- ahhh wait, you are granddaughter of Tom Potter, England famous designer. What a small world..." said the director.

Victoria let an awkward smile. First, she know her grandda (on her mother side) is a world famous designer. Second, she only been on a runway once, when she was visiting her grandda. It's a good memory but she didnt remember anything going viral that day. [What im trying to say here is, the event that day was just a small event and nobody even knows she was the granddaughter of famous designer. So yeah, it is kinda awkward when someone knows her.]

"Yeah..... But i quit from modeling" I gives an explanation.

"Aww, what a waste. You could be a SUPERMODEL. Anyways, welcome to the set of Problematic men. You could adapt well if you learn." Said the director, smiling, leaving me with some hopes.

While the show is being recorded, my phone was vibrating inside my jean's pocket but i choose to ignore it. (Seriously, it was a big mistake)
***
After finished recording, we went to the building's café for lunch.

While eating, i suddenly remember about my phone and decided to know who the person who called me throughout the show.

'10 miss call from Hyeon. And a reminder'

I tap on the reminder and i almost choked my food.

Its the anniversary of my parents death. And I did not go to visit them. TODAY. I'm regretting my life right now and blamed my self for not aware for this kind of things.

Before, if ive forgotten anything important, Hyeon will be my reminder. Always remind me of the important dates. Now, after Im busy with my new job, i could barely meet Hyeon. Before, He would always stop by my café everyday to check on me. Now,  i dont know what happened to the café.

OMG

I did not check on the café either. IM SUCH A LOSER. ALWAYS FORGET THINGS. Ye Won must be disappointed on me.

So, i called Hyeon.

"Hyeon,  where are you? " i asked.
"Im on my way to you? " he said.
"Im terribly sorry for forgetting today's date. You must be worry. " i said.
"Ive called Director Kim Na Hee (the director of problematic men) and she said they already finished recording. I supposed you are already free at the moment? " Hyeon said.
"Yes" i said.
"Okay. I be there in a few minutes." Hyeon said.

I feel sorry towards Hyeon because he always told me about appreciating our parents. Hyeon is actually adopted by my grandfather. To show his gratefulness towards my grandftaher, Hyeon decided to work under Grandpa and willingly takes the job to become my personal bodyguard.

It is not that im insensitive towards my parents death, but actually I've already move on from grieving over my parents death although, yes, im sad if i look back on how my parents die. And how ive been lonely since i was 5 years old without a parent to love or to be loved.

But Hyeon, he is a great guy who always remind me about them and every time we visited my parents, he will always ask for forgiveness from both of them and promised to take a good care of me. I really thought Hyeon is like a big brother to me.
***

"Where are you going? " ask Rapmon. "To my parents" i said.
"Ooo, so i can meet them? Can i come with you? I dont have any schedule after this right? " he asked.

I opened my Bangtan Diary Planner book and confirmed rapmon free schedule. So three of us went to meet my parents.
***

"Why are we at the graveyard?"asked rapmon, confused.
"We are here to meet my parents" i said. Rapmon face was obviously shocked.
"Its okay, no need to feel sorry." I said, understand.
***

Hyeon is doing his routine, apologized to both of my parents and promised to take care of me. Rapmon says hi to my parents and introduced himself.

After that, we went to Paradise Café. Well, actually ive begging Hyeon to stop by for an hour or two there because its been a while since i left the café.

THANKS TO ALL MY BEAUTIFUL READER WHO BELIEVED THAT I CAN MAKE THIS CHAPTER. AND IM SORRY FOR THE LONG HIATUS. ALSO IM SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING ANYTHING AND IM SO SORRY. IM SORRY. I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL THIS BUT IM GRATEFULL THAT THIS FANFIC GET A LOT OF LOVE FROM YOU GUYS. THANKS A LOT.❤
P/S: SORRY FOR THE BAD ENGLISH, GRAMMAR AND INDESCRIBABLE WORDS.
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