Born Sinner

A/N I'm going to start writing from Jermaine's point of view too so you could get a little look into what his life is like. :)

°•Jermaine°•

I sat in my room with the door closed and it filled with smoke and lyrics. All I do now is smoke, sell, and rap. I've been doing those three things a lot since Zoee stopped fucking with me. She was my backbone and in my mind she was mine. So seeing her walk down that street with that King dude pissed me off. When I'm pissed off of feeling some type of way I write and I make beats and of course I smoke.

"Got me up all night all I'm singing is love songs she got me up all night constant thinking and love songs." I sang as I I nodded my head to the beat.

There was a nock at the door "Jermaine what are you doing in there"

"Nothing ma" I said frustrated because she was drunk again

"Boy open this fucking door right now" She banged on the door until I opened it up

"What ma"

She stumbled into my room "I know that that's not weed I smell"

"Naw I don't even smoke"

"Your bitch ass is lying. You know what I can do to your ass. Huh?" She raised her hand up at me and I stared her down "Oh you think you tough"

"Ma you not about to hit me like I'm two"

She popped me in my head "I'll do what I want around here you aunt the parent I take care of you"

"Right"

"What you mean by that"

I sighed and rubbed my head "Nothing"

"Naw since your ass got so much to fucking say be a damn man and say it aloud"

I shook my head "You crazy ma. After dad got killed you ain't been the same!." I sat down "You get drunk and shit and I end up taking care of you ma of you. You don't even know half the shit I do just so we can stay in this roach infested building and the crazy part about it is that I don't think you even care"

She sucked her teeth "I'm not crazy" She stumbled out of the room and slammed the door behind her.

Is that all she heard. I feel sorry for her because she changed so much. She used to be a beautiful women. She used to dress in the color yellow all the time because she believed that it looked good on her and it did. I remember she wore a yellow sun dress with pink flowers in it. That day she took me on a picnic with junk food for days. That was when I was seven now that I'm seventeen shit done changed.

After an hour of waiting for my mom to pass out I walked out of the house and to the drug stop. I needed to stock up and rack up because I was getting low on cash.

"What's up man can I get me some merch" I asked Ryan with a smile while dapping him up

"Damn man you selling out that quick seems like you about to be top dog" He smiled "And you know that cant happen" He got serious and I knew he meant that shit.

"Ha man I ain't try a get hot off that shit I'm try a make enough so that I can live good my music is gone get me on top"

He nodded "Yeah well I'll go get you that merch real quick"

"Alright" I stood and waited for him to bring me some clear types with red caps. "Aye thanks man"

"Yeah" He waved me off and left the room

I walked on down to my corner with my black hoodie on and stood there waiting for people to come and buy. Not even five minutes if me standing there people started coming up to me. Fuck what Ryan say in going to big if he like it or not.

"And I'm standing on the corner once again hang in chill in billin in damn man" My man Sean rapped bit not sounding like shit.

I laughed "Naw you gotta hit em with the and they all look like my eyebrows thick as hell" We both laughed as we watched what seemed like a women figure walk closer and closer.

"What you want" Sean asked the girl acting like he ain't know that was Zoee.

I looked at him crazy and looked over at her "What you want"

"I need you to hook me up"

I shook my head "No this aint no place for you and you don't need to be doing it"

"Look you ain't my daddy and either way I'm going to sell I just thought it would be better if I got the shit from someone who I know would have my back and that I could trust"

She had a point I wouldn't want her to go to Ryan and get her shit and then split it with him cause he a grimmy ass nigga and all he gone do is try to fuck her over and then try to fuck her.

"Ight I'm going to give you half of mine and we'll see how you can handle that" I dug into my pocket and grabbed the tubes and handed them to her

She smiled and gave me a hug "Thanks Jermaine"