Born Sinner

Zoee

My mind was all over the place dealing with my mom and getting that money for the dance class I needed a break. I needed to get away for a while and get my mind off of all this shit that was going on. I needed me a drink and probably a little hit from the blunt. I needed to be my age for a while I needed things to go back to the way they were before my mom got sick and I lost my best friend. Shit I needed for all of this to go away but of course it couldn't so it would just have to go away for a couple of hours.

I put me on some red jeans with a white fitted half shirt with gold letters on it that read 'Flawless'. I wore some white wedge tennis shoes with gold detailing on them. I flat ironed my hair out and put my makeup on. A girl I knew named Nori was having her eighteenth birthday bash a a club called Bounce. I didn't have no one to go with but that did not matter I looked good and I was ready to have me some drinks and have a little fun.

"Happy birthday girl you look good" I said as I hugged her

"Thanks so do you I'm loving those shoes where is Jermaine  you too are glued at the hip so if you here I know his fine ass is here" She said as she looked around for him.

I shrugged "We fell off so I don't know but Ima go get me a drink" I walked off not wanting to talk to her any longer. She was cool but she always the type that would have you mixed up in some shit quick so I don't talk to her for to long. "Can I get some peach Ciroc"

"Last time I checked all you drank was Colt 45" A voice behind me said

I turned around and saw it was Jermaine he looked good "Yeah well not tonight..Thanks" I took a sip of my drink and looked out onto the dance floor.

"Look Zoee you can't keep acting like this"

I rolled my eyes "Like what Jermaine damn we done been through this"

"Your acting like you ain't got feelings for me. Weather you like it or not that kiss meant something and you know it did" He was telling the truth it did but I didn't want it to.

"Jermaine no it didn't" I started to walk away from the bar and into a more quiet empty room where the pool tables were. I didn't want him to know I felt something because I wasn't sure if I wanted to feel that way towards him.

He stood in front of me close enough to were our noses were almost touching "Look me in my eyes and tell me that it didn't mean anything"

I turned my head to the right "I can't"

"I know..Zoee I love you we've been close since forever if were meant to be than we can't fight it we just gotta go with the flow and follow our hearts. If ur works great if it doesn't oh well at least we will know that we wouldn't work out instead of us just wondering about it"

"Jermaine your a whole another person now it wouldn't work"

He nodded "I'm trying to change but its hard to do without you guiding me and helping me. Zoee everyone deserves a second chance and I promise this time I won't hurt you"

I sighed not knowing what to say. My mind was telling me one thing but my heart was telling me another "Look Jermaine I love you I do I really do but I don't think we would work this would never work" I was going off of my mind cause if I went off of my heart I would eventually get hurt.

He nodded "I respect that"

I looked behind him and saw some of his boys "I'll let you enjoy the rest of your night be safe"

"Yeah you too..oh and you look beautiful by the way"

This is just a filler the next one will bs about Zoee also so stay in tune Lol