Born Sinner

Zoee

Nothing in my life seems clear anymore it's just one big question mark staring me in my face. Who do I talk to where do I go who do I trust how. The one thing that I'm sure is going to stay is dance. That's all I have at this point and without it the little light that shines in the darkness with burn out. I can't afford to loose that at all. It's life the reason I breath the one thing that keeps me going.

"Okay class you may go remember to go over those dance steps next week Zoee can you please stay for a minute so I can talk to you" My dance teacher asked

I rolled my eyes as I turned around "Yes"

"What's going on with you these days"

I shrugged "Nothing school dance why"

"Because school isn't wants been going on you have two failing grades Zoee and you know what that means"

I scrunched my eye brows "No not removal from dance class"

"Yes I'm afraid that's what it's come to until further notice"

I shook my head "You can't do this dance is my life I can't be dropped"

"Zoee you should've thought of that" She said as she walked into her office and sat down at her desk

A tear slid down my face "Please I can get them up just let me dance please"

"Im sorry but I can't"

I sighed a loud sigh and grabbed my bag "No your not" I turned around and walked out.

What the fuck. I thought as I walked out of the school and just began to walk I didn't know where I was going all I knew was that I was going somewhere. I began to think if all this is worth it. Is me loosimg everything worth me making it out of here. I wonder. My light has just burned out.

I walked all the way until I came upon a dance studio. I walked in and heard the music playing and feet pounding the floor as the people danced. I walked further until I could see the group of people that were dancing. And I just stood there. I watched until the music stopped and someone turned around and looked at me.

"May I help you" A girl who was wearing a snap back and some joggers said

I shook my head "No I was just watching"

"Didn't you see the sign no watching only dancing so either you dance or you leave" She had everyone watching me

"I mean I can dance-"

She smiled "But do you have the cash to dance here"

"Cash. You mean I gotta pay to dance I didn't know talent had a price"

She crossed her arms "Are you sure you have talent"

"Yeah I mean I think so well yeah that's what I've been told" I said nervous more than anything

"Dreamers we get a lot of those. Now please PAY to dance or leave"

I nodded "What's your name"

"Jade"

"Okay Jade I'll see you soon"

She shrugged "We'll see"

I turned and walked off I needed to know how much I had to have in order to dance here. I looked on the walls for a sign and found one that said two hundred dollars. I dont have the money but I sure will get it. I just have to dance there. Maybe my light hasn't burned out just yet.