"message 1: hey, I'm really sorry about earlier. I just needed space y'know? I miss my dad a lot today because it's the 7 year anniversary of his death. I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you more when you needed me. I just had to cope by myself.
message 2: I really miss you!! where are you? Maybe we can Skype later cause I'm free? It's been like 6 hours since you messaged me. I hope you're not mad at me. Love you.
message 3: I just found out what you did.. oh god oh god I'm so sorry. Why did I leave you on your own? You needed me and I was selfish and I put myself first. Oh fuck. You're my best friend I need you. Why did you leave me? God I really want to hurt myself but I'm 117 days clean. I can't mess that up as well, I promised you I wouldn't.
message 4: They say that they had none of the things which you said was going on with you never happened? You said you had done all these things. You told me you were hospitalised? You told me you were raped? You told me you had cancer? And it was all a lie. You lied to me. Were you trying to get my sympathy? You said you liked me ffs. You were never my friend. Never. How could you do this to me?
message 5: I miss you. I took a load of painkillers because that's what helps me through the day. Some people have said I'm addicted to them. I don't care, I'm giving up. I miss your company. Even though you lied to me. I miss our jokes.
message 6: I had my second therapy session today, we spoke about you. It helped. He told me it wasn't my fault. I shouldn't blame myself for your death. You chose to leave. I feel better.
message 7: Things are better for me. Well, getting there, I've had my ups and downs. But I've got through them. I guess you could say that I'm just fighting. I miss you still. I wish you were here right now.
message 8: It's been six months without you. That really scares me. Time has flown by. I still think about you from time to time. I wish you were here. I thought you would be forever. Fly high."
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Teen Fictioninspiration ɪnspɪˈreɪʃ(ə)n/ noun 1. the process of being mentally stimulated to do or feel something, especially to do something creative. 2. a sudden brilliant or timely idea. What inspires us? Is it love or friendship? Or is it the pain that we fe...
