My Silly Boy

13

*ring ri--*

"PHIL!" I answered

"Dan, I'm going to talk. Please just listen. I'm going away for awhile. I Can't take it anymore. I hate having Megan around all the time. I hate myself for letting it happen. I would say that I hate you.

But I don't. I far from hate you. It bothers me Dan. We had such a strong friendship. And now you're doing things with Megan. I feel like she's replaced me. I wish I was her. I wish I could wake up wake up next to you ever day like she can. I wish I could have your love.

Because

I'm in love with you.

That's why I ran away.

I don't like Megan. I meant what I said that drunken night. I hate her and I hate you for falling for her.

But,
I want you to be happy. Because I love you. You'll be happier with me gone. With me not interfering with your relationship. That's the last thing I want. I don't care what you do as long as you're happy. Marry her. Fuck her. I don't care anymore. You don't like me the way I like you, and that's fine.

I'll miss the things we used to do.
I'll miss cooking together.
I'll miss dan and phil games.

I'll miss you and our friendship.
You broke my heart.
I know, I should've told you sooner.
But I didn't. That's all in the past. I need to get away from you right now just so I can calm down.

Everything comes to an end.
A wise man once told me, nothing lasts forever.

Call me when you're done with your slut.
I can see right through her. She's not going to treat you right. I would've.

You'll always be my best friend and my first true love. I just need to spend time alone.

Maybe one day I will grow to accept Megan. But that day isn't today.

I'm with Pj. I'll be living with him. Goodbye Dan. Nothing is the same anymore and nothing will ever be the same."

"Ph--"

*click*