The Choice

.14

Previously
he went backstage to change and I followed. but soon I regretted it....
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Alexa was on top of him with her tongue down his throat. I didn't know what I was feeling. anger, sadness, disappointment.

"well I don't know cousins treated each other like that." tears were threatening to fall. no Erika keep it together. you need to show you're strong.

"E-Erika. please it's not what it looks like. I thought she was you and she began to kiss me and I'm sorry!" he was holding me in his arms. I pulled him away from me.

"okay first of all I don't smell like cheap ass perfume that smells like she bought it at a swamp meet. and second of all why the hell would your cousin kiss you?" I was so confused and hurt.

"well Erika think just for minute. maybe I'm not his cousin and it's all just a lie that your "perfect" boyfriend had been telling you all along" she had a smile on her face. "are you going to tell her Joel? or should I?"

"tell me what Joel?" I was now yelling. he didn't look at me in the eyes. "don't stay quiet and answer me. what do you need to tell me?"

"I-I...." he just trailed off.

"you know what? I don't think I need to stay and here you say it and humiliate me. I'm pretty sure I know what this is about. it's over Joel. I was stupid for giving you a 2nd chance. I thought this time it would work out but clearly, I was wrong." I headed to the dressing rooms and quickly gathered my stuff.

"Erika please don't leave." he placed his arm on my shoulder.

"don't fucking touch me. I feel disgusted. you made me yours. you were my first love. my first kiss my first everything and you come to me with all this bullshit. don't ever talk or look for me in your life. we are over. you heard me OVER!" I grabbed my bags and ran out of there. I grabbed a taxi back to the hotel. I got in and looked for my phone in my purse. and that's when I felt something. I took out the test and saw the result. Positive. I didn't know whether to feel happy or sad. I was going to have a child of the love of my life. but he didn't care. I got to the hotel and went to the lobby. I had to change rooms. my parents had gone back to Cali to fix some things. I got my new room and made my way to the old one to take the rest of my stuff. when I got there Joel was waiting at the door.

Joel's POV
I had fucked up big time. I seriously thought it was Erika. Alexa came behind me and began to kiss my neck, so without looking I turned and kissed her. I had ruin everything. the night my life dream had become true was also the worst night of my life. I immediately went back to the hotel and waited for Erika at her door.

"Erika please let me explain. I love you. I shouldn't have lied to you about anything. I'm sorry please don't leave me." I was down on my knees.

"it's too late Joel. the damage is done. we don't need you in our lives." we? our? what was she talking about. she went into her room and slammed the door. suddenly I felt someone pull me by my shirt from behind.

"look you piece of shit. leave my sister alone. you have done enough damage. if you don't want me to ruin that little face of yours stay away. you heard me. AWAY from her and her life." Johann is a very protective brother and I left before I made things worst.

Erikas POV
"Erika? are you okay? open the door!" Johann was at the door. fuck how was I going to explain everything to him. I got up and wiped the tears away. I opened the door and immediately ran to his arms looking for comfort.

"Johann I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I know it was wrong. but I'm sorry"

"w-what are you talking about?"" Johann pulled me away and sat me on the bed.

"Johann, I-I'm pregnant. and it's Joel's baby" I blurted out in between sobs.

"this is a joke right? Erika! why would you do this? I am so disappointed in you. but he will hear me" he began to walk towards the door but I stopped him.

"no please. he doesn't know. I just found out today. I was going to tell him but...nvm the point is that I don't want him to find out. I will raise this baby on my own." I just stood there, while my brother looked at me in a disappointing way.

"you will not be alone. you have me. and mom. and dad. we're all going to be here with you." he pulled me into a hug. I knew I had Johanns support no matter what. "hey mom and dad said the house was ready for us to move into. let's get out of here." we grabbed my stuff and headed out towards his car. we got to the house I was about to move into. it was gorgeous. I got my stuff down and headed inside. all the furniture was installed. I headed upstairs and found my room. purple my favorite color. it had a balcony that looked out towards the beach. I sighed at the view. I put my hand over my stomach.

"hey it's just you and me. against the world. I will love you like I've never loved before. I will care for you and I will always be there for you. you heard me my little ray of sunshine." the only thing giving me hope at this point in my life was the little human being that was growing inside of me.
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talk about drama! lol hope you guys like it. don't forget to vote and comment ;) I may be updating another chapter tonight so stay tuned :)