Lost love Pewdiepie x cry

Boundaries

||Pewdiepie's POV||
After eating breakfast, cry and I kinda just talked and got to know each other more. The more we talked, the more comfortable we were with each other and the more I could see how out going he really is. He's honestly so cool I can't get over it. Cry sighed and got up.

"I'm kinda bored, you wanna play some games pewds?"

When he said that, my eyes lit up and I got super excited.

"YEAH!!! I'm totally down for that!"

He chuckled bit and looked at me.

"I'll go look for a cool game we could play together, I'll be back"

"Alright!"

I smiled blushing a bit looking down at my feet. Why do I feel like this? It's a pretty weird feeling but I'm sure it's probably jet lag. I'll be fine later. I looked around the room, admiring everything. The floor was black wooden floorboards and his walls were white, I don't know why but it kinda fits with his personality. His couches were red and he had a red carpet with a black coffee table. He's pretty modern with his house style, I like it. After a few more minutes of waiting, he came back holding a game obviously.

"Ooh what game did you get?"

"I think you'll like it, it's called bloody trap land"

I stared at cover and it look colourful and fun.

"It looks cool! Let's play it"

He put in the game and gave me a controller, sitting next to me.. A little too close. But I didn't mind, though, I could feel my cheeks warm up and my heart started beating a little faster. This is so weird! What's going on with me. Throughout basically the whole game, I was screaming and raging at the tv, followed by Cry's cute laughter. Mmmm STOP FELIX STOP THINKING LIKE THAT! Thinking this way, on top of playing a rage game made me way too frustrated.

"What pewds, you can't handle sucking at the game?"

I stared at him blushing from embarrassment, then I thought of something hilarious.

"Oh yeah? Keep talking cry, you won't be laughing anymore when I take THIS!"

And that's when I grabbed his control, running off, he yelled to come back and started laughing as well. I ran up the stairs, hearing cry follow after me and I ran into his room. He ran in and I was standing on the other side of the bed and he started running up to me. Just out if instinct, I dropped the control and pushed him, accidentally pushing him on the bed and me falling on top of him. It was such an awkward position. When I opened my eyes, they started to widen and I started blushing crazy as my heart felt like it was gonna explode. My hands were on his and one of my legs were in between his, his shirt had slid up a bit, revealing his nice soft stomach. Obviously when I pushed him, his mask might've slipped up, revealing his soft plump lips. His lips were slightly parted and I saw some blush on his face.

"T-Too close"

He whispered.
I freaked out a bit.

"S-sorry! I didn't m-mean t-that!"

He sat up fixing his mask, staying quiet.

"A-are you mad at me?"

He looked at me quickly.

"N-no! Just a little surprised heh"

I closed my eyes and sighed.

"Whew! For a second there I thought you were mad! Hahaha!"

I smiled blushing then cry said something really strange.

"How can you be so happy?"

"W-what?"

"You're always smiling and laughing, how do you even do that?"

I stare at him, my blush was gone and I had stopped smiling at him.

"I-I don't know..."

He looked at me again and waved his hands.

"S-sorry! I just need some time alone"

I was really confused but I respected his privacy so I easily understood.

"Oh, ok I understand, I'll be in the guest room if you need me okay?"

He just nodded and I sighed quietly. I walked out and softly closed the door, I slid down the door and I started blushing crazily, my heart beating insanely fast and my breathe was uneven. I grabbed ahold to my hair and looked down. Why does cry make me feel so weird. Especially after what just happened, it doesn't really help what I feel on the inside. I've never really felt this towards anyone ever before. Oh God those lips.. I can't hide it anymore, this feeling Cry's giving me isn't any ordinary feeling, ugh I wanted to look more underneath that shirt.

I think I might like cry..

I shot up suddenly, freaking out at the thought but soon calmed down think that it might be true. I went into the room and laid on the bed, stuffing my face in the pillow while blushing.
I can't help it, I wanna see more of him.

I don't think I can stop these feelings now. Oh God help me...

||Authors Note||
Cliffhanger???? I dunno haha I guess it's a cliffhanger but I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I really enjoyed writing it. Thank you for the reads guys and don't forget to favourite! Feel free to criticise and I'll see you all in the next chapter. Miss toxic is out bye my kittens :3