Lost love Pewdiepie x cry

Happy

||Cry's POV||
Ugh what the hell was that? My heart won't stop beating. That's the closest anyone's ever gotten to me, it felt... Weird. I've never felt like this before and I hate it. I sighed and look at the controller that was on the floor, I kinda felt bad in a way I don't know why. Pewds and I were having a good time then it decided to play out like this. I take off my mask and stare at it for a bit, this isn't like me at all. I've never acted like this for anyone before, I think I'm gonna become too attached to pewds and that scares me cause he'll probably hate it and he probably hates me now of what I did. I shouldn't have said that, I should've kept it to myself. Ugh! Ryan why should you care?! He's just another friend like the others, he'll probably end up leaving me as well. Only Kens stuck by my side and that's why I love him, I wish I could tell him that.

I put my mask back on and leave my room, I don't go where pewds is though, I decided to just go for a walk and probably buy some stuff since I'm pretty close to the shops. I'm gonna make spaghetti tonight, pewds said he likes my cooking so I'll make one of my great dishes.

After a while, I came back and pewds was in the living room watching TV. Once he turned around, his eyes lit up and he smiled. I've never seen someone so happy to see me. He got up and ran to me.

"Cry! Where have you been?"

"Went to get some groceries for dinner"

His facial expression kinda calmed down a bit and gave me a questionable stare.

"Y-you're making dinner?"

"Yeah, is there a problem?"

His eyes widened and he just smiled with a slight pinkish hue on his face.

"No! Of course not! I love your cooking!!"

"Haha okay well I'll start cooking then"

I started walking into the kitchen, pewds following after me.

"What are you making?"

"Spaghetti"

"YUM!! I love spaghetti!"

I laughed at how childish he was, he's such a cool friend.

One spaghetti dish later

"WHOAH! That was delicious! Thank you cry"

I never really found a point for cooking but when you cook for someone and they love your cooking, you kinda get satisfaction from it.

"Thanks man, I try haha"

"Lets watch a movie!!"

I agreed with him and we just sat next to each other watching the sinister and both of us just sat there in a blanket, cowering in fear. After a little while, pewds just leaned his head on me and I slightly blushed. I didn't mind it though, it felt good for someone to just be right beside you. For once, I actually felt good about myself and I was genuinely happy. It felt pretty fucking good.
When the movie finished, we went to my room and we kinda just talked.

"We're friends right?"

I ask, I just had to double check cause I've always been a little wary about my friends.

"Dude.. Is that even a question? Of course! You're so awesome to talk to and I feel like I've know you forever"

I looked down and smiled I looked back up at pewds and lifted up my mask a bit, revealing my lips showing him a smile.

"This is for you"

And I pointed at my lips smiling. I saw pewds face flush red and he looked down smiling. I put my mask back down and he shot his head up.

"W-wait, you're covering your lips?"

"Uh, y-yeah"

"Uh, um just leave like that for a while I wanna see you talk to me properly..."

I blushed a little but, I didn't freak out though I simply put it back up the way it was and he just smiled at me. We kept talking for hours and we wouldn't stop. It got quiet for a bit and he scooted closer to me staring at me.

"W-what is it?"

I stare at him, and he had this weird look on his face I've never seen before. He then slowly started leaning in closer to me and I started blushing crazy.. What was he doing?

"Ryan"

He whispers and my eyes widen from how he used my real name.

Oh no......

||Authors Note||
CLIFFHANGER THATS RIGHT IM A DICK WHAT OF IT?! Hahaha I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, please favourite and I'll soon be making another chapter! I love you all. Miss toxic is out bye  my kittens :3