||Cry's POV||
I really hate cleaning, last time I cleaned was a few months ago. This place is a mess! I better get started since pewds is coming in 3 days. I Put on my earphones and started cleaning the house. I started with cleaning the kitchen, then the living room, bathroom and laundry. Putting everything in its rightful place. As I was walking through the corridor, I looked over at the dark untouched room that's been there for years and my heart suddenly stopped, being overflown with pain.It was my moms room.
She's gone now.. But I can't let that affect me right now, I'm already as depressed as it is, let's put that aside for now. I continued to walk and I placed a basket of clothes on top of the washing machine. I looked back down towards the room. Pewds might have to stay there... I can't let him sleep in my room, that'll be weird. So I guess I could make that the guest room. I breathed in shakily and slowly walked up to the room. Looking inside, there was that smell that I knew I shouldn't have smelled. It still smelt like my mom in there and a tear rolled down my cheek. I walked out and decided to deal with that room tomorrow, I have to mentally prepare for that. I went to my room, the messiest room in the whole house. I sighed and started to clean my desk, following my bed, then the floor. My room was so dark but I liked it like that, made me feel comfortable. I looked out the window, and it was already dark. I wasn't bothered cooking so I ordered pizza. After eating I looked down on the floor in my room and found the back of a picture on the floor, I picked it up and looked at it. It was a picture of my mom and I hid it in my desk not wanting to look at it any further. I decided to sleep and fix up my moms room tomorrow.
||THE NEXT DAY||
I woke up. Not tired surprisingly, I had some cereal and watched TV for a while. After that I thought about my moms room and decided to fix it up for pewds now. Why am I going through all this for him? Whatever it's happening lets get it over with. I walked in that room, my moms scent hitting me and I hesitated, but continued to walk in. I took all the photos of us and hid it in my draw since all of those photos had my real face shown and I couldn't let pewds see that ever. I made the bed extra neat and made everything look good. After that I started hearing the Skype ringtone coming from my room. Soon enough I rushed into my room and saw that it was pewds calling me, I hesitated to pick up but I picked up anyways.
"Hi cry! I have some news to tell you and I hope this doesn't bother you but I wanted to let you know that I'm going to be at your house by tomorrow. Is that okay?"
He sounded worried but I slightly smiled and replied in a soft voice.
"It's fine, my house is all clean and good to go anyways so don't worry about it pewds"
He sighs in relief
"Ah geez thanks man appreciate it. Well then I'll see you tomorrow I hope you're able to pick me up at the airport at 7:30"
Way too early.
"Sure no problem"
"Oh and I forgot to say, you got an awesome mask! Well bye see ya tomorrow"
And with that he hung up and I blushed a little. He likes my mask? Yeah right that was probably sarcasm. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes, letting my mind wonder. In a way, I'm kinda excited to meet pewds I've never really let anyone in my house. Geez even Kens never come here. So it'll be something new. But, even if he's here, I'll still always feel that emptiness inside of me.
I wish someone could just fill this void in my heart.
||Authors Note||
Thank you all for reading this chapter. I hope you're all enjoying it so far please feel free to criticise and I hope you all have a good day! Miss toxic is out! Bye my kittens:3
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FanfictionTwo Youtubers, an outgoing, loveable, funny Pewdiepie and a shy, quiet, Cry. Cross paths with each other, when one of the two men speak out their true feelings, he finds himself rejected. Will the other learn to love him back? Or will the heartbroke...