Lost love Pewdiepie x cry

Accepting fate

||Ryans POV||
I stare at Felix, who is at the edge of my bed staring back at me.

"Hey Ryan, you sure you're okay? You were really loud in here so I came to check on you"

I had calmed down a little, muscles no longer tensing but my heart was still beating very fast.

"O-oh yeah I'm fine, just a weird dream"

He gives me a questioning stare but shrugs it off and stands up. He reaches out his hand towards me and I grab it. I don't know why but as soon as his hand touched mine, a shock went through my hand and I started to blush. What was going on? I stand beside him and stare into his eyes, my heart started to beat fast so I looked down and he grabbed my shoulder.

"Ryan you wanna go somewhere to eat?"

I flinched at the sudden gesture but instantly calmed down. I don't know what's going on with me, I'm feeling too jumpy by him only laying a finger on me, is it because of last night? Well yeah I mean it has to be right?

"S-sure, i know some place really good lets get ready"

I smile at him and he does the same, blushing. I look down and chuckle. He walks out and closes the door, as soon as he does, I flop myself into my bed and sigh. I'm not really a person who's likes to go out. I mean the only times I go out is when I buy stuff from the grocery store or want to get fast food. Man I should really start getting healthy, hah I said that last week, procrastination at its finest. I stand up and go to my closet, looking for some decent clothes. I put on a black shirt followed by a black sweater with light blue jeans and my green converse shoes.

I look in the mirror and take off my mask, smiling. I don't usually smile but I'm in a good mood. I mess up my hair a bit and put my mask back on. I walk out of my room and see Felix standing outside my door blushing crazily, I'm confused but ignore it.

"Hey Felix, you ready?"

He snaps his head towards me with eyes wide. My heart skipped a beat when I saw that look. Has his eyes always looked that blue? I shake the thought out of my mind.

"O-oh yeah! Haha where are we going?"

"Oh this small cafe I think you'll like"

He chuckles and looks down still blushing. Hopefully today's a good day.

||Felix's POV||
When I left Ryans room I left the door a little open, not really paying attention. I walking into the guest room and got dressed surprisingly quickly, I didn't really need to do much anyways since I had been awake way before Ryan. I walked out of the room, I had to ask Ryan where we were going. I got to his room and remembered that I left his door open. Me being the curious person I am, I peeked through.. My heart had stopped.

His mask was off.

My eyes widened and looked away as fast as I could. My heart was racing and I just couldn't think properly. All I could think about was his face. Green eyes, small cute nose, Rosey cheeks... Plump soft lips.

"Hey Felix, you ready?"

I jumped and looked straight at him. His mask was on and I had calmed down a little.

"O-oh yeah! Haha where are we going?"

"Oh this small cafe I think you'll like"