Lost love Pewdiepie x cry

Comfort

||Pewdiepie's POV||
I stood there outside of the door, ear pressed up against the thin wood, listening.

"Cry, listen. I like someone else, I have no interest in men. And I feel like it'll be weird after this conversation so I have no interest in speaking to you anymore... Bye"

After that, Ken just.. Hung up, what the fuck was up with him, how could he just say that? Wow what a 'true' friend indeed. I still stood outside, that is until I heard sniffling. I slowly opened the door and stare at cry in that dark room. Is this how he really is? Is THIS his true self? How could I have been so blind to his sadness.

"C-cry? Are you okay?"

He turns his head and looks at me.

"No, not really"

"What's wrong?"

Silence...

"Everything"

I walk in and close the door behind me, slowly walking towards cry. I sit next to him and hold his hand. His grip on my hand tightens and I blush. I don't move, I instead go in for a hug.

"Cry... I can always help you out and I'll always be here for you. You know that right?"

He looks up and stares at me, he didn't say anything at all. I started to get a little worried. He started to slowly let go of my hand.

"That's what Ken used to say to me"

I quickly hugged him then whispered in his ear.

"Well, I'm not Ken"

I then started to stroke his hair and I felt him shiver under me.

"I'll always love you Ryan so if you ever need someone, come to me alright"

"O-okay"

||Cry's POV||
I couldn't help myself as I blushed insanely under my mask, this felt so weird. To be under such a warm embrace, it felt... Good. He'll always love me? I've never had someone this close to me since mom.. Uh anyways, as I sat there, I slowly started to hug him back and grabbed his hair firmly but not tight enough for him to feel pain. And that's when I cried, I'd never cried so hard in my life and it felt so refreshing. My tears had soaked his shirt but he still didn't let go. God I needed this, it felt so good to just let things out. He slowly started to let go and lifted up my mask just enough to show my lips, cupping my cheeks in the process. I was crying so much that I couldn't have cared less what happened there in that room.

His lips had met mine and a tingling feeling spread throughout my face making me blush more than ever. Hesitating, I slowly started to kiss back and my heart was racing like never before. Before I knew it, I was straddling him on his chair and his hands were trailing up and down underneath my shirt. Moans were being flooded within the room and I couldn't stop myself now. Pewds had picked up and put me on my bed lifting up my shirt placing small kisses all over my stomach.

"F-Felix!"

I yelled as he licked my lower abdomen. Screams being stifled into small moans once again.

"Felix y-you can't go there yet.. I'm not ready"

After I had said that, he pulled down my shirt and hugged me.

"Sorry, I probably just came onto you suddenly. I'll go to sleep alright?"

After that he just got up and started walking out the door.

"Goodnight Ryan"

And that's when he closed the door leaving me there, blushing crazily and my heart feeling as if it were to explode. My mind were filled with thoughts. Why did he do that? Why did I kiss back? Why is he so understanding? Why did I enjoy that?

...

Why do I want more?

I took off my mask and shoved my face in my pillow, not being able to contain myself. What is this feeling? I can't handle it, it feels way too weird for comfort, I can't concentrate properly and all I'm thinking about is Felix's kisses. I still feel them lingering all over my stomach and my lips are pounding with pleasure. Is that what it's like to kiss someone? It was my first kiss... Oh my God my first kiss! I started freaking out more in my pillow and I decide to sleep it off.

I'm way too flustered. But there's this feeling where I'm so excited to see pewds tomorrow.

Why do I feel like this?

||Authors Note||
Thanks everyone for reading today's chapter! I hoped you enjoyed it, don't worry you'll see more things like this in the upcoming future ;) please don't forget to favourite and I hope you all have a goodnight I love you all! Miss toxic is out bye my kittens :3