Lost love Pewdiepie x cry

Silence

||Cry's POV||
I wake up, sitting up and staring at my bed sheets. I blush, thinking about what had happened the night before. Felix's kisses all over me, I still slightly felt them on me. I stare at my door, knowing that I had to get up and face him sooner or later. I gathered up all the courage I had left in me (which wasn't very much) and walked out of my room. I didn't wanna just walk in and say 'hey what's up?!'

So I just walked downstairs deciding to make some food. Pancakes would be good right about now so I grabbed out the ingredients and started cooking. I thought I heard something upstairs but I thought nothing of it and continued to cook. As the burner was on and I was putting the batter into the pan, all I could think about was Felix.

His face, his smile, his voice. I just couldn't get him out of my head. Suddenly, I had felt a presence behind me and I turned around, finding Felix staring at me. He had seen that I noticed him so he just blushed and looked away. Couldn't blame him, who would be fine after having a make out session with your best friend in his house... Oh God thinking about that made me blush intensely so I looked back down and continued to make breakfast. It was quiet as I made the food, but soon enough, I had finished and I placed to plates of pancakes on the table.

"B-breakfast.."

Wow, could I sound anymore awkward?

"O-oh... Thank you"

We sat there in silence, and I just couldn't bear this feeling. Felix had finished before me so he washed his plate and went upstairs. I got sad, I don't know why, but... I just wanna talk to him and hear his voice. Once finished, I walked upstairs and knocked on Felix's door. Slowly turning the knob and entering the room. He looked up from his laptop and just stared at me. His eyes shining in the morning light. I slightly blushed and looked down.

"H-hey, wanna chat?"

Silence for a moment but then, I hear his sweet voice... Why am I talking about Felix like this?

"Sure. What do you wanna talk about?"

I slowly walk in and close the door behind me. Sitting on his bed and looking at the blanket like it was one of the most interesting things in the world.

"I don't know, just chat, y'know? Have a nice conversation with each other"

He lifts up my chin and looks into my eyes.

"Before we have our nice little chat, I just wanna say sorry for yesterday. You probably didn't want me doing that and I completely understand. It was all very sudden but I just wanna let you know that I won't do that ever again. Unless you want me too"

At the end he just winked and smiled at me and I smiled back, nodding.

"T-thank you"

I still wasn't really used to physical contact, which means I was very sensitive. Causing me to feel weird as he was lifting up my chin. At the same time I liked it.. A lot, to be honest. Once he let go, I felt loss, it was a desire... I don't know why, but.. I wanted him to touch me. He made me feel loved. After his apology, we spent hours on end talking to each other, laughing our butts off.

"Hahaha but seriously dude, if a space taco was handed to you, would you eat it?"

My face had been filled with confusion as I laughed as hard as I could.

"I-I think I w-would eat it"

As we were talking, I heard Felix's stomach growl and I giggled him blushing.

"Uhh cry? I'm kinda hungry.."

"Yeah, me too. What would you like?"

What his next reply was shocked me, but at the same time, intrigued me.

"You"

He laughed a little and stared at me.
His blue eyes sparkling.

"Hehe I'm just kidding"

I took what he said to heart, and grabbed his hand.

"Are you sure you're kidding? Or do you mean it?"

I say in my 'cry reads' voice. I didn't know what I was doing to be honest, but something in me just... Wants him. D-do I like Felix? N-no I can't, it's too sudden... T-then, why am I doing this? I wouldn't do this to anyone else. Not even to Ken. So this means I like him right? Even if I did, I'm not gonna tell Felix just yet. Right know let what happens, happens.

"Well.. What would you do if I said, I wasn't kidding?"

I smirked. What was this burst of confidence all of a sudden? Why do I feel like I could do anything? I slowly lifted up my mask, only revealing my lips. My tongue entering in his mouth before my actual lips touching his. I stopped kissing him and stared at him seeing a slight pinkish hue present on his face.

"How was that taste for you?"

Yep. I would've definitely never do this with Ken. He looked at me, a slight grin on his face"

"That was pretty good but, that was just the sample. I want the whole thing"

He then grabbed my waist, Kissing me with full passion, I had gladly kissed back. I don't think he expected me to kiss back with so much passion. We stop kissing and I go for his neck, licking. Trying to find his sweet spot. Once I hear stifled moans, I bite on it. Not too hard but not too soft either. He moans loud and I smile against his skin. I then take off his shirt, trailing kisses and nips all over his stomach. I slowly start to remove his pants.

"R-Ryan! What are you doing? What's gotten into you?"

I continue to kiss, ignoring his question. All Felix is in now is his boxers, I take off his boxers, revealing his erection.

"C-cry please tell me what's gotten into y-ahh!"

I take him all in, not wanting to hear him speak. Only moan, I maybe acting like this for my own selfish needs, but the thought of him kissing me I just couldn't get him out of my mind! It's his turn to feel what I've been feeling all day since yesterday. I use my tongue to trace around his tip, hearing him groan. Nipping slowly down, lower and lower. Suddenly I felt a warmness in my throat, slightly gagging.

"S-sorry I didn't tell you that I was cumming.."

I swallow it all, not wanting to waste anything. As I was licking him up, I hear a loud bang. I look up, stating at Felix. He was just giving me a warm smile.

"Time to wake up cry"

I give him a confused look when all of a sudden I shoot up from my bed, gasping. I look around seeing Felix in my vision. He was just staring at me confused kneeling over my floor as his arms were on my bed.

"W-woah Ryan, you okay?"

Sweat was rolling down my face, my cheeks were burning, and all I could whisper was...

"What the fuck?"

||Authors Note||
Ayyyy wassup, it's been a while. Told you stuff like this was gonna happen. Thank you all for reading this chapter an I hope you look forward to the next. Don't forget to favourite and tell me what you think. Miss toxic is out bye my kittens :3