Colour Me Green (Camren)

Chapter Fifteen

"Lauren i have great news"

"Hey hows everything"

"It couldnt be going any better"

"Thats great to hear"

"Its better than great"

"Whats all the fuzz about Ryan"

"Im sorry i havent called you sooner-"

"Its fine im the one that shouldve called i really just needed time away"

"Its understandable but i have important news"

"Whats up"

"Im going to be A Dad"

If there was some part left of my heart it was broken.Non-existent.
It was really over this time.It was no longer just 3 people but a child and no one should get in the way of a child happiness.

"Lauren..."

"Sorry i...im just.....Congrats im happy for you"

"Camila is really excited but she was so nervous to tell anyone.."

"I can see why...uhm hows mom"

I dont remember the rest of the conversation.I was a zombie at this point just breathing because my body could not because i wnated to.

I no longer felt hate for Camila...I didnt feel anything.It was over for good.

Months had passed and i finally felt sane.The company was blooming and I was happy again.Happy with myself and the new happiness the people around me brought to me.

I stared into the window thinking about the last months and how much
had changed.A knock on the door interrupted my thinking.

"Hi beautiful"

"Hi" i said as i walked up to the other woman.The warmth of her body collided with mine.She kissed my lips with a quick peck.

"Is everything alright?"

"Yeah i was just thinking about everything"

"Mhm thinking or overthinking"

"A bit of both"

"Anyway I have to show you something but we are going to have to leave work a bit early"

"How early"

"Uhm right about now"

"But theres three more hours"

"We can put those three hours back some other time"

"I wish i could-"i was interrupted by the pink lips on mine again
"Please" the green eyes staring into mine pouting like a puppy

"Why do you always do this to me"

"Because you cant say no to this"she said playfully scanning her body with her hands

"When did you become such a dork"

"When i met you"

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CJ POV

"Becareful baby" Ryan said holding my lower back as i walked up the stairs

"Its only 5 months Ryan my stomach isnt that big im sure i can walk up stairs on my own"

"No need to be rude honey"

"Im not being rude im being realistic, you are exaggerating"

"How am i exaggerating you are pregnant with my baby and i want my prince or princess to come out healthy and safe."

"Did you forget im a nurse And i take care of other people for a living i think i can take care of myself"

"Everyone needs help once in a while baby"

"Well not me"

"Camila relax please"his tone exhausted and distressed

"Im sorry its just i dont like being treated like a baby i can still do things on my own"

"Okay, understood but its hard not to baby you when you are carrying our creation"

"Ryan.."

"I just im so happy Camila"
The mans eyes glowing as he cracked a smile at Camila

"I am too and i wouldnt do anything to hurt our baby"

"I know i just want to appreciate these moments as much as I can"

"I do too but i do feel a bit tired"

"Maybe you should go lay down"

"I will,alone not to be rude i just rather be alone right now"

"Alright babe" the dark haired man said as he kissed my forhead

I walked into the enormous room and layed in the bed pulling a thin blanket over my body .

I remembered the days i used to wait by the stairs for Lauren to walk down.Many times Ryan coming down first greeting me.He always ran down when he knew i was here.Lauren knew that.I knew that.I felt awful having betrayed Lauren.The only thing she begged me not to do i did.

It had been 4 months since Ryan last talked to Lauren several more since i even heard her voice.The last image i had of her was on my wedding. She smiled as the alcohol ran her body but i could se eit in her eyes she was broken.Her eyes in a dark shade of green almost terrifying how dark green they were.

But i knew i couldnt go back not now not ever.Part of me knew this new begining would be the end to any posibility of me getting to ever making Lauren care for me in any way.

But this was my child.My decision and i would love my baby no matter what.These plans i had but n9t with Ryan.Now Ryan was my present and future i had to deal with my decisions i just couldnt stop thinking of the green eyed beauty.

I wondered so much if she was kissing somebody else.Knowing her shes probably already had so many people in love with her.I just dont know how i would deal seeing her with somebody else.Every part of me would collapse.