The Hottie That's Shy (COMPLETED)

First Heartbreak

BELLA's POV:

I cant believe what happened. Im so hurt, this is my first heart break and i dont even know what to do anymore. He wont talk to me, it looks like he doesnt even want to see my face. And that poem, oh my goodness that poem, i almost died when he read it. Why would he write that but he doesnt want me back? Jayden Waterson why cant you love me anymore?

After he walked out of class, everyone was looking at me. I just wiped my eyes, took the paper and walked out. "Bee you good?" Alexis asked me, all of them were at my locker. They've been trying to make me feel better every since the breakup, its not working. I shook my head, "i cant anymore. He wrote this beautiful poem and then he gave it to me and told me to just wait till things get situated. I cant, i want him now." i sobbed to my friends. "Aww Bee, just wait boo, you guys will be back together in no time." "maybe" i say, opening my locker and putting my things in. "So... Looks like mouse boy dumped you." Perry said, walking over to us with his group. The girls surrounded me, crossing their arms, giving the boys death glares. "Oh shut your lizard breath mouth." Paige said. "Oh babe you gotta give me more sass than that." one of his friends said, standing in Paige's face. "Oh i'll give you some sass alright" she said, cocking her left hand back, she's about to give him a "Paige corn bread collard green bitch slap." "babe stop!" i hear Kyle running towards us. SLAP! she slapped the dare i say... Piss out of him, my bestfriend slapped the piss out of Perry's friend.

We grabbed out mouths and busted out laughing. The guy just stared there for a minute and he was about to hit her but Kyle punched him. "Woooooo" all of us said together. The guy was on the ground "bruh what the f*** you thought you was about to do?" Kyle asked, bending down so that the guy could see him. The guy groaned and shook his head, "if any one of you stupid lil bxtches ever try to touch my girl or my friend's girls, your dead and i ment that." Kyle growled, grabbing Paige's hand and walking away. We walked out of the school, walked to our cars and said our goodbyes.

I crunk up my car and i started crying. Our song was on (Alecia Keys "if i aint got you") i have to do something. I want my baby back, i was hitting my hands on the wheel and i cried and cried. I cried for like 30 minutes, i could've cried longer but my mom called me. "Hello?" i said into the phone, sniffling.

"BeeBee, you okay?" she sounded concerned. "No. Mama" i sobbed. "Where you at?" "school." "come home. We can talk this out kay?" "kay." i sniffled when i hung up. I backed out of the car lot and drove home.

15 minutes later: home

I pulled into my drive way and ran inside. "My baby" my mama said, running to me. I started crying again. I actually forgot to tell her, she be so busy with work, i didnt get to tell her yesterday, to be honest, i didnt want to accept the fact that we were over. She walked me to the couch and we sat down. "So whats wrong?" she asked, she was hugging me. "He... He broke up with me" i sobbed. "Why?" "h-he said... That his dad. Made him. He never told me why though." "aww baby. Its gonna be okay." "no its not! Mama i love him, i've never felt this way before. I love him. I want him back!" i cried. She just rocked me.

The twins burst through the door and i was asleep on the couch, i practically cried myself to sleep. "Bell!!!!!!" my little sister squealed when she saw me. I groaned in response. "Whats wrong Breezy!" she asked, jumping on me. "Kay kay stop." i groaned. Usually we play a lot but im not in the mood. After i told mama about everything, it felt like all of my emotions were gone. "Mama whats wrong with Breezy?!!!" the twins asked, running around the house looking for mama.

"Yall let her rest, she's not in the mood today." "but i had a lot to tell her though." Jakayla said, falling to the ground. I jumped up instantly. This little girl had a lot to gossip and i loved listening.

"Kay kay come here!" i squealed, holding my arms out. She jumped up so fast and ran to me. "Tell me what happened girl" i sayb sitting her on my lap, 6 year olds have interesting stories if you ask me. "Okay so this boy grabbed my hand today and the girl that likes him was trying to talk about me and i was about to fight her that little b-" "hey hey hey! Watch yo mouth" my mama said, cutting kay kay off. I kinda taught her how to cuss.

She whispered the rest in my ear. I was dying laughing. I told her about jay and she started crying when i read her the poem he wrote, "we have to get yall back together." she said sniffling, "i know." i told her. I have to fight for us, i cant let it go. But not right now, i'll wait.