The Hottie That's Shy (COMPLETED)

Let me

Jake's POV:

I heard her heavy breaths, "please." I whispered, "I love you."

She turned around. "No you don't. If you loved me you wouldn't have ever hurt me."

I looked at her in shock. I took a deep breath, "are you crying for real because I really am. I don't even know why I'm apologizing because you broke up with me because I was trying to be nice and I know i hurt you, don't get me wrong, I do but you hurt me too, you don't think I'm hurting?! You don't think I dont cry myself to sleep because I'm constantly wondering if you found a new dude. I know I'm a cold person but I have feelings too! I do... And your just making me feel like I'm the reason for everything." I said, my eyes were closed as I said every word.

She turned her back on me, her hand still on the door knob.

I ran my hands over my face and sniffled.

I walked behind her, I wrapped my arms around her waist, my first time touching her since we broke up.

I grabbed her hand that was in the door knob slowly and held it while I put my head on her shoulder.

"Just tell me you don't want me anymore and I'll let you be. Just tell me and you won't have to worry about me anymore." I whispered in her ear.

She leaned her head back and I kissed her cheek.

It was getting darker, I could see the dimming of the sun out of the curtains.

We just stood there for a while.

"I'm sorry too, I love you too, I'm sorry for hurting you, I didn't want to break up with you, I was happy that day, I just couldn't take that, my mom's ex did her like that and I thought you would do me like that. I know you don't mean any harm, it's not all your fault, it's mines too. I just miss us, when we play and push each other around. I don't like it when your at lunch on your phone and not talking to me because your mad at me." She finally said, it wasn't that loud but I heard her.

I inhaled deeply. "Lex, I'm not him, I'm Jake, yea I'm a jerk, but I would do you like that. Just let me take you out to fancy dinners sometimes, we still can have movie dates and stuff, let's just switch it up sometimes. Please. I want you back man." I squeezed her hand

She squeezed back, "fine. And um, your thing is all up on my lower back and I'm not going there with you because it's Thursday."

I let go and stepped back, I felt the blush forming and I put my hands over the boner and smiled.

" so if it was Friday you would've?" She laughed at what I said, "boy bye." She opened the door.

"Wait wait.." She turned around, I smile at her and she smiled back, I pulled her into a hug and she was surprised at first but she hugged back.

"Give me a kiss." I said, looking down at her. She got up on her tippy toes and I leaned my head down and kissed her soft lips.

I smiled and so did she, "I've missed those lips!" She squealed and I chuckled, "I miss everything about you. Especially that fat ba donck a donck." I said, rubbing on her butt and she popped my hands and I pulled back.

"Ow." "Don't touch my butt." "Girl bye." She laughed, "can we re try this fancy dinner tomorrow?" I leaned my head back and smiled even harder, "will you leave me again?" She shook her head, "No." "Okay, then it's a date." "It's a date."