I don't know why I haven't talked to Cameron. It's been three days since they told me all that stuff about him. I honestly don't know what to believe. It actually broke my heart to see Darius like that. He never does anything to anybody and he didn't deserve that. Even if it was Cameron.
I don't know how I'm going to talk to him. I honestly don't know what he's going to say. I do know that I don't want him to lash out on me. He's not home because he said he had some business to take care of. He made me quit my job at Hollister so I'm just stuck in the house all day. And I can't go anywhere until he comes home because he took my car keys.
My mom has been calling me and checking on me non stop. I keep telling her I'm fine, but I don't feel safe. It's like I'm trapped in here. Cameron has seemed pretty sad lately. I wanted to ask him about that too, but every time I look at the carpet and see my blood stained there; I hold my tongue.
I am really in love with Cameron. So I can't put a stop to our relationship right now. Sometimes I wish I would've chose Darius. I miss him and I know he cared about me. Now that I'm just sitting here thinking about it, I really don't know anything about Cam.
That's going to have to be another thing that we talk about. I don't think he knows anything about me either. I decided to get up and do something do I ran for an hour and a half on the tread mill. Cameron still wasn't home, its 4:30 so I got in the shower and let the water run through my hair. I was in the shower for one hour. So it's 5:30 now and still no sign of Cameron. I put on my grey crew neck sweater, my black shorts, and my grey vans. My hair was still curly so I put it in a bun so it could stay out of my face.
I started cooking dinner. I wanted to cook some of Cameron's favorite foods. So I cooked linguine ai frutti di mare. It's this Italian food his mom used to make a lot when they lived in Italy.
It was done 2 hours later. So now it was like 8:30. Cameron still wasn't home. I wanted the dinner to look fresh so I didn't eat any of it. I ate an apple and some hot tea. I was watching Netflix on my iPad then I dosed off.
"Bitch wake the fuck up!" , I woke up so Cameron dragging me off the couch by my arm. "CAM WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I cried kicking in screaming. My face reached his and I saw that his eyes were red. Like he was crying, he let go of me an wiped his eyes. I fell down crying. He picked me up and held me. "Do you really love me Kenzie?", he asked me with tears flowing down his face. "Yeah I do but what's wrong with you?" I asked kind of hesitant. I didn't want him to lash out on me again. "Show me..." He said carrying me into the bedroom. All I did was cry. I cried really hard silent tears. He started taking off his clothes and kissing all over me . Then he told me to take off my clothes. I didn't so be hit me and took them off himself. He started kissing all over me. This went on for about 45 minutes. Then he released inside of me. Once he realized what he did and that he wasn't using protection I saw an expression change on his face.
He reached over me and into the night stand I knew what was in the so I rolled from over him and locked myself in the bathroom. All of a sudden I heard bullets hitting the door knob. Like he was trying to put hole in the door. "Open the damn door Mckenzie." He said with a deep rage in his voice. "NO!" I said with rage. "MCKENZIE YOU CAN'T BE PREGNANT BY ME. YOU WERE JUST THE SIDE BITCH! I HAVE A WHOLE OTHER FAMILY AND GIRLFRIEND AND 2 KIDS. We need to end this now!" He screamed through the door crying.
When he told me that I fell to the floor crying. I just couldn't believe it. He had a whole other family! He just got this little apartment to trick me? Just while I was deep in my thoughts. The door bust over and bullets fired. "CAMERON HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT IM EVEN PREGNANT?" I said dodging him and picking myself from off the floor. I ran and grabbed my phone to call 911 all of a sudden the phone was knocked out of my hands and he started beating me with the gun. Blood was gushing from my mouth and nose.
All I did was close my eyes and pray. "Dear lord, this might be my last night on earth. But keep my soul with you. Keep watching over everyone I love and keep Darius safe. Put it in his heart that I love him. Make sure he's safe too.... Amen." I prayed in my head. Everything seemed to be in slow motion. He just kept bashing the gun into my head. The same person who said he loved me was trying to kill me, because he THOUGHT he got me pregnant.
I got up and tripped him. Then I knocked the gun out of his hand. I saw my car keys on the counter. While gaining my balance I stumbled over to get the car keys then I ran out the door.
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